if its sth i wun wana noe, sth i wld b unhappi aft noe-ing, i'd rather ppl dun tell me.. if telling me will mk me unhappi, den y tell me abt it in the 1st place?? i dun ans for a reason.. pls b abit more senstitive.. n pls put urself in my shoes b4 coming to any decision.. i cant say no, n i dun wana say yes.. i dun wana scold any1, i dun wana mk ppl unhappi.. so i chose silence.. pls understand..

u alwiz eat the same lunch, tinking tt tts the bez for u.. u stick to it n refuse to change, cuz u tot u reali lyk it.. but tt mite nt b the case.. y cant one try sth else for a change?? mabbe u'll cum to realise tt another type of food is nicer.. u'll den realise tt wat u've alwiz had actually taste horrible.. u can hv sth beta.. but giving up ur current lunch may nt mean tt u'll b having sth nicer.. the alternative mite taste worse.. life's abt a gamble aniway..

whenever u eat wif ur frens, u'll feel tt ur fren's food seems nicer den urs.. cuz u sit opp ur fren.. u look at ur fren's food while u eat.. n u tink her/his food's nicer.. but tt may not b the case.. at the same time, ur fren's looking at ur food n tinking urs is nicer too.. haiz.. humans..

i'm toking crap.. was in a bad mood juz now.. wana blog SO MUCH.. wana scream..but my bro hogged the PC, i cant use.. wana find some1 to tok to so much.. but i din call any1.. i dun wana scold the fren, whoever is so nice to hear me out..
now, i feel so at peace.. gd?? bad?? no idea..

i rem i used to keep everything to myself.. dun open myself up.. keep everything inside me.. now.. i dun..
but mabbe wat i used to do is beta..

-shRugx-

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:59

okie i've gt drastic moodswings.. i noe tt.. ppl alwiz tell me tt.. hee moody in the morning, happi at nite.. tts xuan for u..
hmm no chalet.. if u guys understand my prev entry.. dun wana explain liaoz.. long story.. dun tok abt it anymore le..

thx for the testi, JJ.. okie i wun call u pal.. cuz me n my gd fren too used to calling each other pal le.. haha frm now on i onli call u JJ!! keke u've gt a super nice chi name.. dun bury it in the graveyard!!!
btw, JJ's...
gonna...
be...
my...
junior!!!! haha in arts n ss, NUS.. we're both planning to major in psychology.. wahaha 1 of the few i noe.. dun worry la i'll keep a lookout for the gals in NUS arts n ss for ya.. u dun put my aeroplane n change fac agn ar.. kill u!! keke kidding.. anyway happi for u tt u finally sort tings out.. dun feel upset abt it ya?? as i alwiz say, wats meant 2 b urs will b urs.. dun brood over it oredi.. past le den let it go ba.. b nice to urself.. stay happi.. u can choose to b happi or unhappi rem?? choose to b happi ba!!!

heh went fone hunting today.. dear dear wana change to M1 plan.. so stil considering whether he shld change fone.. duno oso.. but go NS cnt bring cam fone.. so stil nt sure whether wil b buying new fone.. hmm mabbe i'll tk his no.. den i gt 2 lines.. but i dun hv 2 fones ya.. considering....

hee bought 2 converse tops today!! seriously i tink i gotta STOP buying!!! 1 weekend n i've spent 50 bucks on clothings!!! haha sianz.. i'm buying so mani tings!!! i cant go town.. n i gotta stop tinking abt the super nice bag i saw tt day!!!!! NO!!!!! cnt buy liaoz!!! i no $$ le lo.. =/ sianz...

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:56

hate how tings alwiz turn out.. how i gt all my hopes all high up, n everyhting juz comes tumbling down.. how i plan out stuff n my onli small request was for ppl to turn up.. none.. no1.. i feel so lousy.. i tried.. i tried everything i can do oredi..

called up every nite to mk sure there's stil place.. called to tk leave.. planned out everyting oredi.. EVERYTHING!! den tings juz change into the way u dun wan it to turn out..

haiz but now feeling beta le.. toked to JJ.. asked him abt his situation.. n told him how i feel.. abt everything.. sorta counselled each other.. suan le lo.. if tings happen tis way, there muz b a reason.. no pt brooding over it.. mabbe the person up there wants me to earn more $$.. haha!!!! i'm gg crazy liaoz.. cranky nowadays..

tots flooding up into my brains.. muz 2 person turn strangers aft they broke up?? is there a nid 4 tings to become lyk tis?? haix.. i'm glad.. tt i dun hafta go tru all tis.. tt all ended well for me.. n i'm glad we're stil super gd frens..

hmz thx, JJ.. for toking to me, for being my gd fren.. n i wana say thx to all out there for being there for me.. u noe hu u r, ya?? i'm a veh fortunate gal.. tts all i can say..

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:29

hmz met up wif loo n RZ today.. chatting the whole day.. hmm.. nice feeling..
dear dear din book out today.. cuz he gt live firing.. hmz in a way or another, i'm kinda used to it liaoz lo.. so not reali sad.. hmz good or bad?? abit of both ba, i tink..

aniway, met loo at IMM today.. cuz i wana but another pair of pants.. haha tink i'm crazy.. buying so mani tings nowadays lo.. haiz suan le la.. n i'm gg chalet on mon!!!! haha but the chalet is not booked yet.. =/ cuz i need the go-ahead frm dear dear.. so muz wait for him to book out tml lo.. in the meanwhile, i'll juz keep calling up coasta sands n keep checking whether there's stil rooms.. haha tink i'm crazy liaoz.. well me n loo chatted abt how we've been recently.. catching up lo.. reali glad the few of us remained in contact aft all these yrs.. i'm so thankful to hv them wif me..

den aft i parted wif loo went to meet RZ.. haha sat down n chat at our usual place.. the bus stop opp his hse.. =/ nvm la dun hafta go aniwhere nice oso.. juz sit down n chat lo.. juz tt when the buses drive past cnt hear wat each other say onli.. keke.. well i'm glad tt finally some1 agree wif me tt NTU's beta.. the environment.. the sky more blue, the cloud more white, n the grass more green.. NTU's beta la!! but i cant go.. cuz they onli offer wat i wan nez yr.. sianz.. haiz aniway reali glad lo.. cuz other ppl wil onli scold me crazy.. keke but i reali feel beta in NTU.. tink i'll visit NTU veh frequently.. cuz i reali lyk it there.. n dear dear's gonna go NTU wat..

RZ say tt time went taiwan training.. damn sianz.. cuz the bunk so small n gotta squeeze 100+ ppl inside.. the toilet's VEH dirty.. n he's the toilet cleaner!!!! haha tts the farniest joke i've heard the whole week liaoz.. as usual, my non-stop laughter came up lo.. hmz sth struck me.. cuz when i was laffing non-stop, he 'ha ha ha'.. keke tt wil send me laffing non-stop agn.. as usual..

din meet up wif pher n pegg today for dinner or KTV.. tink pher damn tired liaoz.. called him yday, he told me he stil needa type report, n he's on the way hm at 10+ lo.. haiz so poor ting.. in juz 10 mths he 'throw' the resignation letter 3 times le.. promotion + pay rise liaoz.. but he stil feel lyk quitting.. keke but i can c his job reali tough lo.. hmz reminds me of sth.. 'wif grt power comes grt responsibilities..' -grinz- i'm gg crazy agn laioz.. aniway i reali tink pher's a grt guy.. hmz he's lyk a bro ba?? he treat me lyk xiao mei mei lidat.. keke but he's not reali veh old lo.. he at most 25, 26 lo..

i miss my dear dear.. the whole week's been so hectic.. working n more working.. but i'll hv a grt week nez week.. less work, more play.. WHEE!!!! i can c my dear dear so mani days!! haha i miss u, dear!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:51

haha juz read harn's blog.. n i'm so proud of team SAJC!!! haha i went to SA's webby as well.. n i tink the heading is so apt!! 'every1 in team SAJC is a champion' OMG.. i'm so proud of them!!!

bball guy: cham (vs HCJC, 74 n 60) n HJ is the MVP!! i'm so happi for him..
vball gals: cham
bball gals: 2nd
bowling guys: 2nd
soccer guy: 2nd (i was so shocked 2 noe they actually gt into the finals in the 1st place.. haha!!)

way to go, team SAJC!!!

loo: pls la tk gd care of urself.. dun mk the ppl hu care for u worry ya??

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:02

wat can i say.. i've had a super bad day.. =/

firstly, microsoft sux.. big time.. i hate them!!
secondly, chalet sux.. i cant seem to b able to try n book 1.. hate it..
thirdly, NUS sux.. they sent the letter to me for uni entry le.. but i haven received it.. ask me y ba.. cuz i checked online.. n i'm supposed to pay the 500 bucks by 31st june.. n i haven received the letter!!! how to pay?!! irritating..

haiz its supposed to b a nice ting tt i gt accepted.. but in my bad mood now, nth seems nice.. i hate life.. =/ everything sux.. n kim's sat burnt.. mabbe meeting irene n loo.. mabbe not.. c how..

sianz...

n btw, i tink i noe hu's the annynomous guy hu alwiz leave the note but refuse to put the name.. haha I NOE HU U R!!!! n thx, cerise.. for reading my blog!! haha hope u enjoyed the KTV session.. grinz.. n the surprise.. =) n of cuz the prezzie..

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:32

I DUN LYK WEIZHEN!!!!! n tts my final conclusion.. i'm gona hate tis guy til the laz day i work here n i wun lyk him all my life!!!!! tt irritating, MCP n tink-he-veh-zai guy.. pls lor.. compare urself to pher.. ppl so gentlemen n stuff n u're lyk s**t!!! tink u cum back frm US veh lihai la?? HE SAY I DRESS LYK AUNTIE TODAY?!!!!!! hello if u duno how to appreciate some1 else will.. oh no.. mabbe i shld say is cuz he gt SUPER LOUSY DRESS SENSE!!!! oh no no.. is we gt age gap!!! haha he too old to appreciate wat teens wear nowadays.. U LOUSY PIG!!!

n he's was saying "i veh bad hor".. YESH!!! u super irritating idiot.. he say i wil rem him cuz he's mean to me.. but no no.. he's wrong tis time.. I WILL ERASE HIM FRM MY MEMORY ONCE I STEP OUT OF SiS.. hu's weizhen?? nv heard of such a person b4 leh.. eh no no.. i onli noe 1 weizhen n tts a gal!!! haha the lovely senior i hv back at swiss.. not some irritating guy hu act lyk veh zai.. BTH!!!!! -BiSh-

stay away frm me.. i will NV go lunch wif him, NV go back wif him.. pegg can stick wif him all she wans.. i'm gona stay away n keep myself happi.. n he reminds me of alan.. i dun lyk alan too.. tink if they're frens they'll DEFINITELY click veh well.. muahahaha..

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:18

wow i had a super happening weekend sia.. haha went to CS yang guang you miao yday.. haha SUPER NICE!!!! i tink its reali worth the $$.. "men" won the 2nd prize in the annual competition.. wow i'm so proud of them!! its truly nice.. is abt 3 families.. how the single parent quarrel wif the kids.. veh normal plot, but they act till veh nice!! haha den the 2nd play is call "hua tian cuo".. reali veh comical.. super farnie.. n the move by the male actor.. SUPER ER XIN!!!! haha dun tink i'll 4gt tt lahz..

today went for big walk!! haha tink my dear dear so poor ting.. come back frm exercise all out veh tired liaoz still needa pei me go big walk.. die frm exhaustion ar.. keke n we walked ard 2 rounds!! grinz.. cuz we cut in the walk halfway at ard the midpoint there ma.. den the dist so short onli.. so when we're almost reaching the end point we turned n joined in the walk all over agn.. hee exercise la.. but my dear dear wan to die liaoz.. den aft the whole ting stil gotta pei me walk along town.. hee sry dear dear.. but thx for all u did..

JJ.. lose hope liaoz.. so poor ting.. haiz i hope i can help.. but i can oni gif advice.. can onli tell him wats the bez way.. but he cant do it alone.. she's unwilling to face the whole ting.. haiz duno wat i can do.. n hopefully i din hurt him wif wat i said.. feel so lousy.. tt as a fren i cant help him or anithing.. sry, JJ..

n i wana say thx to my dear dear.. for doing so much for me.. for noe-ing how i feel n trying to mk me feel beta.. for understanding how i feel n doin wat u can to mk me feel secure.. duno whether u noe wat i'm toking abt.. but i feel it oredi.. reali.. thx dear dear.. luv ya lots..

i'll b SO busy for the nez few days.. tml working at GL, tues gg clementi celebrate cerise bday, wed tuition.. the whole week i'll b so busy.. n dear dear's sat may b burnt.. sianz.. but nvm.. cuz starting tml is his last week of BCT!!! haha so he'll b a coporal aft nez week.. so proud of him.. to c him go tru all these tings n noe tt he can survive.. dear dear, though i noe its hard.. but rem i'm alwiz supporting u at the back n rem tt u've wat it takes to fly high n go far in life.. i believe in u.. =) CHEERS!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:31

haha i've haven blogged in a LONG time.. since mon.. n tts 3 days w/o internet.. n i survived!! haha nah work was too bz liaoz la.. no time.. n by the time work finished i oredi damn tired liaoz.. n i've so mani tings i wana say!! tink tis'll b a super long entry.. haha hopefully la.. if i not tired den i'll write more..

actually work is NOT BAD la.. not as bad as i tot it wld b on mon.. hmz mon i onli stared at the PC the whole day long n looking tru all the RMA forms, n tallying them wif the VDC n DCR records.. (okie u guys duno wat i'm toking abt) ANYWAY, its juz a super boring n super sian day la.. n my seat sux lo.. damn open, in the middle of the office n in the middle of the walkway.. u walk into the office sure c me 1.. hate it..

aft tt beta le.. cuz i hid in the technical rm!!! haha its a rm tt onli technical staff can enter lo.. cuz i in technical grp ma so i'm granted access!! haha i tink its SO COOL!! cuz in the rm, i can do ANITHING i wan!! haha yup anithing.. as long as tis guy call mark mah dun enter can liaoz.. haha he's sth lyk the manager lo.. but staying in the rm is cool lo, i tink.. cuz can chat wif pher, jackson n jay they all.. btw, did i mention tt i'm working wif a whole big bunch of guys?? my impression of pher on the 1st day is not gd.. cuz went lunch wif him n he was smoking.. but aft working wif him for so long, tink he's actually quite a nice guy.. veh crappy.. eat panadol lyk eat sweet lidat.. tink he veh nice to me lo.. well all others oso veh nice to me la!!

hmz i tink elva's 'di wu da dao' album super nice!!!!!! haha borrowed frm JJ laz week den realised my discman gt prob.. now den can listen.. SUPER NICE!! tink he gt ALOT of albums.. hee he cham liaoz.. nez time i sure borrow alot of CD frm him one.. haha!!!

ya back to my job.. i MITE b finishing on tues, according to pher.. well everyhting stil unsure yet.. c how lo.. but seriously i cant finish by tues lo!!! SO MANY TINGS TO DO!!! how to finish?? haiz no choice lo juz try my bez.. hmz duno whether dawn there stil nid ppl anot?? cuz michelle leaving nez thurs le.. if they stil nid ppl i wan work!! haha i nid the $$.. the pay's pretty gd lo.. pray lo.. peg tel me ask dawn.. cuz i ask her help me ask joseph whether stil nid ppl anot ma.. (joseph is the colleague she's helpin) den she say ask dawn beta lo.. cuz dawn is sth lyk the HR lo.. duno? i finish wif pher liaoz den ask dawn ba?

den i went hm wif weizhen n peg.. (*note.. weizhen is a guy) i dun lyk weizhen.. hmz no hard feelings la.. juz dun reali lyk him lo.. cuz was tokin to him on the way back juz now.. he went US for studies b4 ma.. so gt the slang there.. n the way he tink oso.. he REALI treats me lyk a young kid lo.. n i hate it when ppl start doin tt.. HELLO!!! i'm 19!!!! (okie.. gg to b 19) den the way he tinks.. guys go NS means the end of a r/s lidat.. dun lyk tt.. hu say getting married now means they're not tinking properly n ready for it? he say until they treat marriage lyk a plaything.. tink he's some big adult.. okie MABBE he mite b rite.. but he mk it sound lyk NS is the grave of a r/s lidat.. *b|eaH* tink he's some big shot, correcting my eng.. so wat if u've been to US?!!!!! u lyk it so much den go back US la!! okie he's NOT a bad guy.. i juz dun lyk the way he speaks n the way he tinks.. aft all he treat me lunch.. cuz i no choice went wif him n peg lunch today.. n he owes peg a treat.. so i ting zhe you fen lo.. haha

n i realised aft so long.. the biased-ness i hv towards peg stil exist.. the way i feel towards her is still there.. stil dun lyk the way she does tings some times.. haiz.. SUAN LE SUAN LE!!!

n i wana tell all my frens.. tt no matter where u r n wat time izit.. if u wana tok can juz call me.. but if i slp le n nv hear the phone den sry la.. hee but i'm alwiz here if u guys nid me ya? i wana c all my frens happi!! so ppl hu wana hurt them, SCRAM!!!!! they're treasures dear to me.. dun u dare treat them lyk grass!!! if u dun treasure them, some1 nice will.. so LAY OFF!!!! u noe hu u r.. though u wun read my blog.. geez..

haha i'm gg yang guang you miao tml n TNP big walk on sun!!! WHEE!!! happi!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:27

i hate the job.. its sux.. the ppl there sux as well.. i dun lyk them.. its TOO close to the working world.. i dun wan it!! suddenly i dun feel lyk growing up.. i wana stay in sch 4eva!! i dun wana work!! my bro's gg auston to study biz.. starting tis wed.. part-time for 1 yr den he shld b able to gt a degree.. hmz hope everyhting goes well for him.. i'm happi for him lahz.. to b back to sch n improve on himself aft so long.. CHEERS BRO!!

back to my new job.. or rather, mabbe i shldn't tok abt it.. cuz the whole ting is so SUCKY!! i miss my dear dear.. wana complain to him abt my new job.. wana whine n tell him i wana quit.. haha kidding la.. i wun do tt.. most prob i'll juz scold him!! kidding agn.. i'll complain la.. haiz the whole ting i so yucky.. hopefully peg recover le.. den can go work wif me tml..

well i feel lyk a prisoner, watched by tis irritating fellow all the time.. 1stly, i duno hu is he.. tink some kinda big boss or sth lidat.. no using of internet there.. n NO SMS-ing!!!! wat the.. u mite as well chain me up.. as long as i do my job y shld u care wat i'm doin rite? den jackson tell me to watch wat i'm doing cuz some1's watching me.. uRgh.. hate tis.. den i was in the technical room, waiting for jackson to gimme tings to do cuz i finish wat i'm supposed to do liaoz.. den he tell me even if i wana sit oso dun sit there.. later ppl can c wat i'm doin.. WAT THE!!!!!!! i've finished my work n waiting for u to gimme work to do lo.. i nth to do of cuz sit there n slack lahz.. den u expect to tk the broom n start sweeping the floor mehz? 1 day, when i cnt tk it any longer.. I WILL LEAVE!!!!! idiotic n stupid place.. suffocating me.. n the PC monitor so blardy small.. the smallest i've seen in my whole life.. n my eyes r damn tired aft staring at the PC for so long.. n i cant even close my eyes n let em rest for a while?!!!! hello.. i'm onli temp lo.. DUN IMPOSE UR DAMN BLARDY RULES ON ME!!! n pls stop wasting ur time WATCHING ON ME!!!!!! irritating.. i wana quit.. devi i wana help u!!!!! i wana go back to SIMTech!!!! i hate the place..

saw rong on the way hm juz now.. took LRT home.. den i was quite seh aft the whole day of work oredi.. den was veh tired on LRT juz now din look ard or anithing.. den suddenly i realised gt tis guy turned ard so i looked up n took me awile b4 my brains told me tts rong.. haha my job's killing me.. mabbe i shldn't b gg for admin work liaoz.. my brains cant tk it.. for the 1st time.. peg i miss u!!!!!

anyway i was saying abt TROY rite? the fight btw the 2 guys tt i mentioned is btw brad pitt n eric bana.. now duno if tis is the correct way to spell it.. archilis n hector?? duno?? ppl if u noe pls correct me ya? i'm lousy wif tis.. btw its onli aft tis show tt i realised, my dear dear is REALI KNOWLEDGEABLE!!! haha alot of things in the show i dun understand, he explained to me.. lyk y they put 2 coins on their eyes aft the ppl die.. den my dear dear told me its cuz when they die, the boatman will ferry them to the nether world.. den they needa pay the boatman, hence the coins.. WOW!! i'm impressed sia.. haha okie or mabbe i'm the onli person person hu duno tis.. ha!

n i wana tell my dear dear tt i'm reali touched by wat u did wif the mere 13 hrs tt u're out of camp.. hmz i wana go big walk mahz, but haven had time to reg.. n yday's the laz day of reg.. when i reach hm its oredi 745.. n dear dear needa book in by 10.. its too late to do anithing liaoz, n he stil needs go hm aft sending me back.. btw we left PS at 7.. so wif the 3 hrs he had, he needa send me hm, pia hm, reg for big walk (which i din noe aft he did it), pack his stuff, bathe, drink soup n pia all the way down to hendon.. wow he's grt, ain't he.. of cuz he had the cabbies to thank for.. anyway.. dear dear.. thx n i miss u so much!!! haha n he had to go to lot 1 to reg cuz greenridge 7-11 no more vacancies liaoz.. hmz THX DEAR!!!!! luv ya so much!!!

work still sux n i cant bear to tink tt i'm gg back tml.. OH MAN.. n wat shld i wear?? i've nth to wear lo.. *sianz* n i'm worried for my dear dear while he's gg tru his exercise all-out.. n duno hows he n JJ doing.. poor JJ.. my dear dear much more fortunate le.. HAIZ...

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:26

i.. dun lyk the new workplace..

i prefer SIMTech.. ppl nicer.. place nicer.. mabbe i haven gt used to it here? but i dun lyk it oredi.. mabbe oso partially cuz peg's on MC today.. no1 pei me on my 1st day of work.. n mabbe oso life here is closer to the working world? juz now pher asked me join them for lunch.. i went along.. but i 'escaped' back aft i finished.. cuz i went out wif 3 other ppl.. n they all started smoking aft they finished their meals.. at 1st its juz pher.. den the other 2 took out a cigarette as well.. i couldn't tk it liaoz! fled back.. told pher i had sth to do.. =/ i dun tink he'll believe me.. juz as well.. dun tink i'll lunch wif them in future anymore..

watched TROY yday.. quite nice.. brad pitt is so shuai!!!! OMG.. haha tts the onli reason y i watched the show.. haha other parts of the movie i feel lyk falling aslp.. haha!! kept asking kim wat time izit.. i was tinking y is the show nt finishing yet.. mabbe i shld've left the 2 guys in the cinema to watch while i go gai gai.. did i mention?? me, kim n JJ went to watch the show tgt?? cuz me n JJ went to buy the tix on sat when we're out mahz..

i was complaining to kim how the fight btw the 2 guys looked so fake!! its obviously cheorograohed n practised b4 hand 1.. den he was lyk.. u dun lyk oso dun lidat criticise la!! haha but its true wat!!! it looks so.. cheorographed..

well sth happened while we're out yday.. JJ's prob.. haiz i'm sad.. i dun lyk to c my pal feeling so down n so stressed up by matters of the heart.. not knowing wat he shld do.. waiting indefinitely.. *sigh* now i'm beginning to pick up his habit of shaking the head liaoz.. haha kidding!! if u read tis, JJ.. dun worry i wun b charging u $$ for the advices.. =)

back to work.. work sux.. =/

+ [A]nGe| @ 13:57

yupz u din read the title wrongly.. went out wif JJ today.. cuz kim's doing guard duty today.. all plans r dashed.. me is sian n JJ is pessimistic at hm.. toked to kim n gt his 'permission'.. so met up wif JJ at town, n oso to buy sth for cerise.. hee

haiz i wrote a whole para abt JJ n his gf.. den i decided tt it seems kinda confidential.. so i decided not to write it in here.. i dun wana spread tis kinda ting ard.. he trusts me so he tells me abt it.. though i duno alot lahz.. but all i wana say is.. if u eva read tis, JJ.. rem me n kim r alwiz here if u nid help or advice.. even if u dun wana b alone, we can help too.. *winkx*

loo ar.. i purposely went garlic to gif u support lehz.. haha in the end i realised u not working in the nite.. hmz hu're u expecting to watch soccer HUH?? haha cuz actually JJ wana go fish n co eat 1.. den i suggested GL.. so GL we went.. haha n he treated.. well i'm treating tml's movie wat.. wif kim n JJ.. cuz they both wana watch.. so mite as well go tgt.. i not THAT interested, actually.. but i noe if i dun go kim wun go.. hee so i'm gg!! haha so interesting..

din reali do anithing today.. walk ard, arcade, dinner, talk.. tts the ultimate reason y i wana meet JJ.. i wana tok to him.. n c if there's anithing i can help.. kim told me he's ran out of advices oredi.. so i was tinking, mabbe frm a gal's pt of view, i can help.. i din say much oso lahz.. but juz hope tt he'll tk tings in his stride..

anyway i went tru a short period of depression at GL today.. dun wana tok abt it.. =)

I'M A HAPPI GAL!!! nth can mk me unhappi!!! haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:38

MY DEAR DEAR KANA GUARD DUTY!!!!

i hate all PS!! haha so bad lo.. he's so poor ting.. mon guard, tues - thurs outfield topo, fri bball.. n now juz b4 he's booking out he realised he kana guard TODAY!!! OMG.. i hate the PS la.. so mean n no ren qing wei onez.. MEANIE!! *hmph*

but suan le.. i'm stil a happi gal.. i refuse to let such a person spoil my happi mood.. nvm i'll c my dear dear tml oredi.. i shall not fret!! so dear dear arhz.. u muz hang in there oso okie?? rem if u nid me i'm juz here lo.. =) n u're so lihai!!!! haha bball MVP for the games day sia.. cuz his platoon won the bball match btw all other platoons.. n he's the MVP.. keke now he's gonna b so siao zhang.. DEAR DEAR!! dun b so BHB lahz.. haha

JJ n his gf is NOT GD.. cold war.. HAIZ.. poor JJ.. mabbe i mite meet him today.. try n c if there's anithing i can do to help.. hate to c my frens so down.. kim oso agree.. tell me to pei him if poss.. cuz he say he ran out of advices liaoz.. all he cn do is to tell JJ wat to do to mk his gf happi.. but i guess it doesn't reali help?? hmz so poor ting oso.. aft a whole week of training veh poor ting oredi book out stil muz face tis kind of prob.. dear dear arhz.. u reali wun mind if i meet him arhz?? dun jealous leh.. keke but i noe u trust me.. =) hv faith in us ba!!

n i hate the guard com oso.. mk my dear dear do sentry.. gif him prowling mahz.. lidat den he can rest more oredi.. MEANIES!! haha but nvm i'm stil a happi gal.. DUN SPOIL MY MOOD!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 10:34

m feeling so touched now.. juz now i worked OT (but din state it in my timesheet, so i ain't gonna gt paid for tt.. =/ ) well anyway i was saying.. i went back to the office, den went to look for yong ask him boss left liaoz ar.. den he gaf me tis BIG prezzie!!! its frm all of them.. hmz or rather mabbe its onli frm siewfong?? duno lo but i'll tk it tt its frm them.. anyway i was reali touched by the whole ting cuz din expect them to gimme anithing.. now i'm gonna miss them so much n regret not accepting the offer to stay for another 1 week.. cuz they're such dear-ful (hmz is there such a word?) ppl.. so true to their frens n so cheerful ppl.. they've been reali wonderful to me esp siewfong.. she's an angel!!! reali.. SIMTech has so mani nice ppl n they've been so nice to me.. its juz lyk a big family.. reali.. i feel so lucky.. to b surrounded wif such nice ppl all ard me.. n not those ppl who r reali ugly.. thx peeps!! for all the help rendered n all that u guys hv done for me tis 1.5 mths.. n being so tremendously helpful n accepting towards me.. u guys r treasures tt i've found during this short stay at SIMTech n i'll NV regret knowing u guys.. but i feel bad abt not paying sf back.. cuz she simply refuse to tk the $$.. thx gal.. *huGz*

cuz of their influence.. i wana b a nice person.. i wana b true to all the ppl i noe.. i wana b part of the reason y tis world is such a nice place!! haha i wana spread tis happiness to all!!! if poss, i wana go back to SIMTech n work!! i miss them oredi!!!

i reali feel lucky.. to b surrounded wif ppl so nice to me.. so true n so frenly.. ppl hu nv 4gt me though they went overseas for training.. haha u noe hu u r ya?? keke thx for the prezzie u 'claimed' u bought.. haha!! anyway i wana say thx so mani ppl..

i wana say thx to my family for being so wonderful ppl..
i wana say thx to my frens for alwiz being there for me when i needed help..
i wana say thx to my colleagues at SIMTech for making my short stay there so wonderful..
i wana say thx to all hu r in my life..
n lastly.. i wana say thx to my dear for alwiz being there for me..

I'M A HAPPI GAL!! n i wan all of u out there to b happi too!! u hv the right to b happi!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:01

hmz i tink i sound abit slow reaction.. but its fri!!!!! haha i cant help but feel that tis whole week has passed by veh fast.. n in the blink of an eye i'm outta SIMTech oredi.. today's my last day!! n dear dear shld b booking out tonite.. n tml's sat!! ac i long for a long long rest, re-charge myself b4 reporting for work agn.. well i din expect to b jobless for onli 2 days.. i wana rest!! (hmz did i mention tt b4 oredi??)

suddenly i feel so excited!! tml's sat!! tml's sat!! tink the whole week has passed by veh fast.. i wonder y too?? it used to seem so bloody long.. n so diff to wait till sat.. tink its cuz i too bz working liaoz?? (okie so i slack at work.. but i work too watz!!) morning work, at nite tuition.. so the 1st 2 days of the week passed easily.. den comes wed.. once wed arrive den the rest of the week pass veh easily liaoz.. ha!!

happi happi!! its fri!! its FRI!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:36

i'm stuck btw 2 jobs.. the current 1 n the 1 at pegg's place.. devi needs help for her files n she told me abt it a long time ago oredi.. way b4 i started wif francis.. but she din tell me anithing abt it these few days so i tot she dun nid ppl oredi.. cuz she tell me she haven gt the green light yet.. i accepted the job at pegg's place oredi.. now grace tells me devi cnf nid ppl.. n now i'm stuck.. ya i do lyk the work here n the ppl here.. but i dun feel gd abt gg back on my promise to pegg.. called her juz now n she tell me the boss in charge of my work is doing my work for me now lorz.. haiz HOW? jh oso tell me stay, cuz i seem happi here.. ya i m.. budden.. HAIZ.. tink i'll reject grace's offer.. aft all devi din tell me anithing till too late.. n i too paiseh to stay here liaoz.. haha haven finish francis's work n i gotta leave.. oops.. sry francis..

n btw the pay at pegg's place is the same as the pay now.. but she say the boss say if performance gd in the 1st few days pay will go up.. hopefully she ain't lying to me.. else i'll quit in a few days arhz!! haha

came early in the morning n gif out the lil prezzie i made for the colleagues on the desk, other den lar's 1.. cuz he's earlier den me.. =/ den they came in tis morning n they were lyk 'eh??' keke.. so interesting to noe of their reaction.. wed they were teasing, say how they tied up the prev temp gal to a tree, then they realised they forgot to release her -_-"" lame.. haha den they juz walked in to my cubicle, bringing in tis long long rope in as well.. siaoz.. haha sekally they're serious abt tying me to a tree!!! ARR NO!! ppl if u read tis pls go ard to look for me at the trees near SIMTech.. haha okie i'm crazy..

i'll miss them.. larry, siewfong, lynn, jack, martin n yong.. reali fun ppl n veh nice to me.. n not forgetting sam, yuetmei, chengyen, connie n alice.. though it wasn't as fun over at P&P, but they're reali nice to me as well.. n yuetmei is alwiz my entertainer.. haha alwiz saying things tt reali crack me up.. n i'll rem her conversations wif sam.. haha.. time over at IS is grt.. there's larry hu's alwiz so farnie.. 4eva saying tings tt tickles us.. n peilee.. though she's not frm IS n left SIMTech oredi, she's been nice to me too.. hee n she says my name is nice, will b mingxing 1 day.. keke

dear dear msged me juz now.. told me he's back to hendon, safe n sound.. thx for reassuring me dear.. looking forward to ur call tonite.. =) miss ya!!

lunch time!! my last lunch wif them.. n they'll b playing the song for me later.. cnf 1.. u noe those music u hear at funerals?? haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:45

"juz finish my march but i'm still strong! haha nah wanna die its damn hot. ur bf confirm suffering.." =/

my informant frm tekong.. siao.. my dear dear's suffering!!!! oh no.. reali hope he's alright la.. hate to c him cum back wif all those bruises on his body.. =( still rem tt time c his elbow so badly bruised.. abrasion, actually.. so poor ting.. meanwhile i'll b praying tt he comes back soon.. cuz tml's a slacking day for him!! haha n he's booking out tml nite!! oh mi gosh i cant believe it!! i'm meeting my dear dear soon agn.. hee happi happi.. n i'm done wif this job tml!! joining pegg on mon.. hmmx she say she wana call me 1.. so long.. dun wait liaoz la.. haha waste my time sia..

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:10

haiz i've gt informants everywhere.. TEKONG IS GG TRU CAT 1 AGN!!! oh mi gosh.. my dear dear so kelian.. gotta go tru so many tings on a mere 3 days stay at tekong.. so kelian.. hmz hopefully everything goes well for him lorz.. *pRayz*

juz realised yday tt RZ's frm charlie company!!! EEE eeRie!!! haha ruMouRed to b a haunted company.. okie at least the old charlie company is eerie.. haha den he told me alot of ghost stories.. n said if u feel cold wif all ur hair standing all of a sudden, sth is wrong... he n his buddy felt it at the same time tgt once.. tis fren hu claims tt he can c tings said "sth" juz went by.. EERIE!!! haha told him if i cnt slp yday nite den he's responsible!! so mani ghost stories.. BRR...

hopefully my dear dear is alright over at tekong ba..

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:32

tink i blog alot.. =/

haha i've gt $$!! tt time SAJC co-op was asking us for books that we dun wan n wana sell to the students, sth lyk a fund-raising.. n i've 2 COMPLETELY new books tt i dun rem touching b4 1.. so i asked my dear dear help me bring them back to SA since he's so free.. well being a super nice guy he agreed n helped me bring them back.. n the person JUZ EMAILED ME!!! haha i've gt an xtra $10!!! keke okie its not alot of $$.. n i'm DEF being wasteful here cuz i buy the books le den nv reali use.. but well suan le la.. cuz instead of throwing those books away, i gt back $10! ha tts an approx $5/book.. hmz i gotta go collect back the $$.. n of the 4 person they emailed, i'm the onli 1 tt hv all books sold.. well of cuz la! cuz my books r TOTALLY NEW!! haha dun buy my books is stupid can anot..

"Please come to the Co-op to collect your profit and unsold books anytime between 9am to 3pm, from 17th May to 29th May (Mon - Fri). You may also authorise someone to collect these on your behalf, provided that you produce a letter of authorisation. Payments or books not collected within the stipulated period will be donated to needy students of the college."

juz in case i dun rem.. *grinx*

n i juz received a call frm pegg.. sry irene, sry loo.. i cant join u guys for gym liaoz.. cuz i gotta start nez week at pegg's place.. =/ she say they nid ppl almost immed.. so i'm starting job liaoz.. hmz gd in a sense, bad in a sense.. the tings i wana do is dashed AGN!!! been looking forward to gg gym wif them n stuff.. now i cant.. but loo dun worry.. i promise u i'll b helping out liaoz i'll def help out ya? mabbe go off early den tk half day the nez morning or sth lidat.. =)

i nid a break frm office work.. =/


+ [A]nGe| @ 16:57

chatting wif irene.. realised how fortunate i m.. well of cuz i noe i'm fortunate to b blessed wif such parents.. they're indeed the greatest.. n i've learnt alot frm them.. n in future i'l teach my kids the way they taught me..

they gimme the freedom i need, but at the same time lemme noe where's my limits.. they respect the things i do n nv interfere in my choices.. they nv force me to do anithing, n neither do they force me to gif up anithing.. though there're times i feel that they're unreasonable, n question y is my freedom so restricted.. i cant reach hm late, i cant tis, i cant tt.. i'm grown up n i noe wat i can n cnt do.. so y do they hafta worry abt me picking up bad habits?? but reali, i DO understand their intentions.. they're worried abt my safety, tts all.. so i alwiz try to mk sure i dun let them worry by gg hm early.. how they'll ALWIZ stay up n mk sure i reach hm b4 gg to bed.. how my mom NV fail to fetch me frm the bus stop if i'm gg back late.. n for tt, i reali appreciate.. i noe they care n luv me.. i can c how happi my mom was when i brought the cake back on mothers' day.. n i cld c tt she's esp happi when she noes tt the cake is frm me n my bros.. cuz we've NV shared a prez for her b4..

n i'm oso glad tt i grow up in such a healthy family.. no1 smokes, no1 drinks, n no1 is hooked on gambling.. well other den my mom's share of 4Ds n TOTOs.. keke but she dun do it at the expense of other tings.. n she buy small small onli.. haha.. my parents hv set me such a gd eg.. we scrimp n save on luxuries.. dun spend $$ unneccessarily.. tts how they supported the 3 of us till bai bai pang pang.. haha my big bro tru uni, n my 2nd bro tru poly.. n almost tru uni too.. but he din wana go.. n now me tru uni.. they're so noble, i can say.. my dad's practically the sole bread winner n they saved up juz to do all these.. supported the 3 of us.. feels tt now's the time to repay them.. i dun understand how some children can juz abandon their parents in the old folks home?? aft wat the parents went tru to bring them up.. haiz feels sad for the parents..

n they nv touch the tings tt belong to me.. they plan for the future n plan for the worst possible.. they dun touch my $$, n tts 1 ting i'm veh thankful for.. but they dun deposit $$ into my acc either.. tts y i'm so proud of myself.. every single cent in my bank acc is MY OWN SAVINGS!! haha i scrimp n save little amt till i've tis amt of $$.. tink even my mom's quite surprised last nite when i told her how much i've saved aft tis 4 mths of working.. n she was still telling me dun anyhow spend the $$.. haha

i luv my parents.. I LUV MY FAMILY!! they're the greatest.. n i noe they luv me too.. =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:00

i'm SO DAMN BROKE LAHZ!!!! pegg tell me wan share wenli's prez.. yesh TELL ME.. cuz she dun even seem to b prepared to accept a 'no' for the ans ya?? haiz $12!!! did i mention i'm so damn broke oredi?? OMG.. she say i can return her later nvm.. BUT I STILL NEEDA RETURN RITE?!! when i dun spend, i reali dun hafta spend on anithing.. once i buy sth i lyk, i gotta spend so much $$!!!! sianz.. =/

i'm BROKE!!! n i'm almost done wif this job.. leaving end of tis week.. finally!! i wana go gym, i wana stay at hm n online the whole day, explore HTML.. i wana create my own template!! haha i wan do so mani tings.. n hopefully i can gt the job at pegg's place.. though the job seems totally sucky, but the pay's quite gd.. itz juz 1 mth onli, doesn't matter lahz..

n my letter for uni's not here yet.. i'm no longer worried oredi.. i'm kinda hopeless oredi.. mabbe i wun b gg uni tis yr aft all!! haha dear dear ar, most prob i'll b gg in same yr as u wor.. keke

+ [A]nGe| @ 12:00

loo ar, dun feel disappointed abt it oredi.. he's not wrong to forget u.. aft all there's no commitment or watsoever oredi.. if he doesn't even wana b frens den tts his choice.. no pt feeling upset or anithing lidat okie?? btw i'm glad to noe abt jon.. hee dun tink abt the future ya?? juz tink abt the present.. =) b frens.. lyk i said, mabbe u wun lyk him anymore aft u noe him beta!! haha

hmz i lyk the outlook of the new blogger format.. it looks nicer n more user-frenly.. hee n the comments.. okie la ain't tt bad aft all la..

tekong gg tru cat 1 now.. *woRRied* my dear dear is at tekong, outfied for topo.. m worried.. hopefully nth bad happens due to the cat 1 over there.. haha he alwiz say how they invite rain to tekong whenever they go there.. the last time they had outfield, it rained for all the 10 days tt they were there.. haha everyday cat 1.. sianz ar.. so i hope the cat1 ain't giving him much of a trouble.. dear dear!! muz tk care ya? miss u loads ar..

was listening to 933 juz now.. the DJs were saying that a survey showed that more sec sch students nowadays r willing to tk care of the (sick) elderlys den those aged 20s-30s working class.. was wondering has it anithing to do wif the stress coming frm the society tt changed those ppl out there.. i tink it has sth to do wif it.. ppl go out to work, ppl change.. i hope i wun b lidat when i start working.. i luv my parents..

+ [A]nGe| @ 08:52

haha its the same heading agn! yupz i miss my dear.. CNT MEHZ? haha was msg-ing him the whole nite.. cuz he gt guard duty.. so can chat ya.. hmz so nice.. but i'd rather he din hv duty.. cuz he's gg outfield today lo!! for topo.. so tt means he has no rest aft duty.. gotta set off immed.. so poor ting.. haiz but its okie.. he noes i'll b worried so he'll tk veh gd care of himself.. i believe in him, tt he can do it n pull tru!! aniway its juz for 3 days.. nth bad can happen, RITE? *pRayZ*

tis sat nt gg pulau ubin lo! cuz he gt platoon outing.. not tt he's gg la, but tt means his bunk no1 wil b joinin us.. of cuz we dun mind gg ourselves.. but rem i gotta live on bread for the rest of the mth? so we decided to do sth tt dun cost lots of $$.. so we're postponing the trip.. hee gg another time.. so tis sat shld stil b gg cycling.. but using his bikes.. haha the prog aft tt is not to b disclosed.. kidding.. not planned yet..

siew fong is not taking the $$ for yday's lunch.. though i'm cursing n swearing the restaurant for being so damn ex, i'll still pay.. cuz its 200+ bucks lo.. cnt possibly mk her pay all by herself rite? tts so mean.. hmz or mabbe at least let us pay abit.. btw she's not gonna collect the $$ frm ANY1.. haiz she's SO nice.. but cnt la.. muz pay her back.. i'll rather eat bread sia..

i miss my dear n prays for his safety while he's outfield at tekong..

+ [A]nGe| @ 08:46

tink i gonna live on bread for the rest on the mth liaoz.. i juz bought a shirt yday.. n juz now my dear colleagues cheat me into gg JP for lunch.. aft tt den i realise they wana go soup restaurant eat.. erhem.. i dun earn alot every mth lo.. tuRns out to b $25!!! kill ppl put fire ar.. sianz lo.. no choice.. pay lo.. *soBz* gotta live on bread liaoz.. n tis mth i've ALOT of expenses.. yang guang you miao, $12.. cerise prez, duno-how-much.. mothers day, $10.. shirt, $12.. big walk, $4.. prez for my colleagues, $10.. pulau ubin tis sat, duno-how-much.. n since its gonna b cerise's bday, we sure will meet up n eat.. $$$$ agn!!!!! haiz i wonder how i'm gonna live on my meagre pay..

i enabled the commenting script frm blogger oredi.. but i'm gonna leave my tagboard there.. cuz i dun feel lyk removing it yet.. sianz lo.. i wan save $$.. but i'm spending SO much nowadays..

i'm gonna b broke.. i hate to eat ex stuff.. waste my $$.. n i din even drink the soup which is suppose to b the highlight cuz i totally hate it.. n i tink the soup is damn ex lo.. sianz can i pay less?? i'm a temp earning so lil $$ lo!!!! =(

+ [A]nGe| @ 15:02

i tink tagboard n friendster sux.. cuz of the prob tts gg on, i gotta recreate a tagboard.. which i oredi sian diao liaoz.. haiz.. =/ n friendster has ALOT of prob lo.. all tis is too much for a dian nao bai chi to tk.. haha my blog reali duo zai duo nan..

but nvm!! cuz blogger gt commenting script liaoz!! haha so to hell wif tagboard!! but i tink i'll still apply for tagboard.. =/

anyway my fren's selling md n discman.. no warranty liaoz..
discman ($150): sony, blue, jog dial remote control wif lcd-light, g-protection, md-link
md ($350): sony, red, mdlp (ie burn 4 CD into 1 MD), remote

interested ppl pls leave a note ya?? i'm juz helping her to broadcast.. =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:05

i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear..

haiz i'm gg crazy oredi.. miss my dear dear, miss my dear dear.. he bought alot of tings for me b4 he bk in.. panadol cold n flu hot remedy fast relieve, strepsils n eye drop.. *tOucHeD* saying tt he hopes these tings can tk care of me while he's not ard.. hmz if these tings he bought can represent him, den can let these items bk in on his behalf anot?? *grinz* den he stay behind n pei me.. muahaha!! i'm gg crazy oredi.. but i miss my dear dear.. lots n lots..

pegg called me yday.. chatted for a LONG time.. hmz she called to ask me guobang's no.. haha den she ask me whether my bro gt his no.. highly unlikely la.. she say her sis is gg frm bad to worse.. n her parents too soft hearted so she wana look for help.. i told her a social worker mite b beta.. oh ya, gb's a police.. =/

anyway we were toking abt good old times, as usual la.. its a farnie thing.. how the 2 of us, though seldom meet up, alwiz hv lots to tok abt.. but pegg is not sum1 i wld call my BEST fren.. but its strange how the 2 of us alwiz end up tgt.. yupz we luv SJ.. we miss SJ.. n we regretted.. miss our frens hu gaf up on SJ.. n we both agree tt unless u went tru the life we had in SJ, u wun noe wat its lyk.. its tough, reali tough.. not juz physically.. but the kind of tings we went tru den was too "adult" for a 15,16 yr old.. all the power struggle n how u're being reprimanded for doing too much.. reprimanded for doing all the work n accused of wanting all the credits.. i went tru it.. n i was so disheartened by the whole issue, i decided enuff's enuff.. if onli my frens din gif up on SJ.. wld the outcome hv been diff?? feels tt me n pegg reali went tru alot tgt.. we held on to each other in those diff times.. during com training, during all the power struggle.. we onli hv each other for support.. i miss G.O.6.. miss how we alwiz meet outside band room during recess.. we were such close frens.. reali close.. i've nv had frens as close as em.. but we sorta dispersed.. n tts the biggest regret i've had.. i regretted not doin more to help my frens, to resolve the conflict tt existed.. n i'm sad to c the changes now.. the 1 least expected to change has changed the most.. other den tt, i'm still glad tt my frens r oso missing the times we had.. all th tears n laughter we shared.. still their memories.. reali hope tt 1 day G.O.6 wld b tgt agn.. frens, i stil lurve all of u!! reali.. hmz go for the SJ anniversary dinner okie?? reali wan to c u guys there..

n JJ n his gal is okie oredi.. *thumbs up!!* heard frm kim JJ was chatting on the fone wif his gal in camp.. so shld b alright la.. haha at least tts 1 sad ting off my list..

"u're lyk a boiler rite now.. full of steam inside u.. its getting abit too much for u to handle.. u can alwiz let off the steam inside u, u noe.. i'm alwiz here.."
thx dear.. luv u lots..

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:04

haiz feeling so sad for JJ now.. tink he's reali feeling down.. n he's lyk, shutting himself away frm us.. msg him n he din reply or anithing.. wonder how he is now.. sth wrong btw he n his gal.. erm tink she fell for another guy?? duno the details.. i can understand how the gal feels actually.. the bf is alwiz not ard when she nids him.. n there's tis guy juz standing beside her.. how not to gt tempted rite?? the ONLI advantage tt guy has is time.. n tts a VEH BIG advantage.. at least facts hv shown themselves.. n tink JJ's reali devastated.. yupz.. there's nth he can do abt it.. there's nth a guy lyk him, stripped of his freedom, can do.. feeling so bad for him.. n he's not letting us help.. i understand he wans to b alone.. nt tt he wld read tis.. but hey pal.. if u nid us juz tell us okie?? u noe we're here for u.. 24hrs a day, 7days a week.. *winkx*

n the tag-board sux la.. gt some prob wif the servers.. so some of the tag-boards r down.. lyk mine.. <--- suan le la juz hope tt everything recovers soon lo.. dun tk too long, peeps.. i'm nt patient.. tis is wat they say..

"Yesterday, we had a hardware problem in one of our servers and the hosting team there spent time diagnosing the issue and had to restore some of our hardware which means taking down the server.
The server was placed back online, except somehow the hard drives were swapped with another server that we didn't own and half of our data was gone due to human error. They need to wait until the technician who was working last night on tag-board's servers could be reached to figure out what happenned. The hard drives in question should still be somewhere in the data center, but it may be awhile before we know where that is."

haiz its been down for quite some time le lo.. tink my blog veh duo zai duo nan.. 2nd day of the blog n the pic's down.. spent the morning rescuing it.. den now tis.. =/ sianz.. haiz but nvm.. tis is not my fault.. its the stupiad technician's fault..

i'm worried abt JJ.. asked kim how's he.. n he told me he FORGOT ABT HIM??!!! OMG.. suan le la he say he'll call him once he reached home.. i hope JJ's alright.. worried, worried, worried... n sad too.. o_0


+ [A]nGe| @ 10:05

wat m i stil doing online at tis hr when i'm feeling SICK??!! oh manz.. cuz i'm online chatting n i'm reminded of sth i dun wana rem!! awwwww.. a scar tts deep inside me n stil hurts whenever i touch it.. was talking abt it juz now.. i guess talking abt it dun mean i've let it go ya?? mabbe i've let the whole matter down, but the scar still hurts whenever mentioned.. y izit lidat?? i hate my memory.. the tings i needa rem, i dun.. the tings i shld 4get ASAP, i rem..

mabbe i shld avoid toking n tinking abt it in future.. well no1 will ask me abt it anymore anyway.. n i chose to tok abt it.. so i shan't blame any1.. i gotta face it.. din noe it stil bothers me..

the scar stil hurts..

+ [A]nGe| @ 00:24

seriously, i shld've stayed hm today.. cuz i feel lyk dying rite now.. feeling so sick.. o_0 where's my dear dear??

but i'm glad i made the 1st wise choice of the day.. i cancelled today's tuition.. i NEED a gd slp, a gd rest.. mabbe i've been working too hard liaox.. work, tuition, work, tuition.. hey i'm not THAT hard up for $$ ya.. CHILL GAL!! m glad tml's sat.. sat=rest day.. i need rest.. ZZZ...

tink my nose's dropping out.. *hey nose!! dun run too far off ya?!!* i'm gg crazy.. my brain's frozen.. feeling so cold now.. luckily i've foresight to wear long sleeves today.. else now u'll c an iced xuan.. BRRR... i'm so slack the whole day.. i gotta QUIT slacking.. but i can forgive myself today.. i'm sick..

looks lyk no outdoors tml.. or rather.. no out of the door tml.. gonna stay at hm n ZZZ.. but i cant!!! i gotta leave the hse to meet my dear ya?? if onli he can visit me at my hse n tk care of me... ALRIGHT!! quit dreaming.. n i guess no swimming on sun.. i wan to go!! but i tink my nose will drown in the pool.. cuz my nose onli noe how to run, duno how to swim.. *grinz*

i'm lame..

+ [A]nGe| @ 17:09

i tink the ppl in my office r so nice... jack n siewfong went out to buy breakfast juz now.. passed by my cubicle n asked if i wana go as well.. said no thx.. n they asked me if i'm not feeling well.. said ya.. n jack returned wif a cup of duno-wat-izit for me.. (though he called me xiao mei mei AGN) haha!! taste abit lyk herbal tea lahz.. tink its supposed to help my flu.. THX PEEPS!! *tOucHeD*

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:28

yesh.. i'm sick!! weather's bad these few days.. n i fall sick whenever the weather's bad.. flu, sore thraot n i suspect a lil fever.. o_0 help!! i din wana cum work today.. wan to stay hm n slp.. but i CANT!! i've SO many tings to do today i cant b on MC.. n MC=no $$.. no no no... cant afford tt oso.. i nid the $$.. haiz no choice.. no work=no pay=no food eat.. haha i sound so poor.. kidding..

n i tink my hair sux.. the person cut the fringe TOO SHORT LE LA!! now i gotta start my routine of pinning up my hair agn.. sianz.. y does bad tings happen to me all at the same time?? somebody help!!! i wan to ZZZ... but i stil lyk to cut my hair.. not tt i lyk to c my hair being cut lahx.. but i lyk the way hairdressers pull the hair high high den trim abit.. haha tink i'm craxy.. n aft i cut my hair the ends r SO nice!! haha okie i'm toking to myself..

to jiaHui.. sry leh din mean to let u wait laz nite.. i forgot to shut down the ICQ in my office.. *paiSeH* sollie sollie..

i wan to ZZZ....

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:07

i tink i'm craxy.. i feel farnie when ppl r nice to me..

came back frm walking ard SIMTech juz now.. found sweets on my desk.. duno which kind soul gaf them to me but din leave me the name.. =/ wieRd... asked siewfong help me buy fruits back cuz i dun feel lyk gg for lunch today.. she came back wif an xtra sandwich n din wana tk $$ frm me initially.. luckily i inSisted.. feel so bad.. tts wat she did tt time when i requested her to buy lunch back for me cuz i din feel lyk gg out.. THX SIEWFONG!! walking ard juz now n i saw grace.. hmz she strikes me as a pretty strict person when she dun smile.. she was asking me abt my work juz now n even offer to treat me tea.. (qing2 wo3 he1 cha2) was surprised n kindly rejected her offer, claiming tt i've gt work to do.. i tink i'm a farnie person.. i'm not used to ppl being so nice to me.. =/

but i feel grt when i meet frenly ppl!! haha i tink chi ppl can b pretty ugly sometimes.. i went into a room n there's tis foreigner super nice to me.. chatted wif me n helped me wif ABIT of my work.. even stood up immed n offered me his seat.. i was pretty paiseh abt it n din tk the seat.. den he was lyk:"go on!! tk a seat!" was quite surprised by these lil actions.. so gentlemen.. when i said thx he was veh polite oso.. "anithing for you" wah... happi sia.. *grinz* ermx.. okie mabbe abit overboard.. den when i'm leaving i said 'bye' mahx.. den he said:"hv a nice day".. tell me.. how many ppl can do tt?? for the past 1 mth no1 in SIMTech do wat he did lo.. giving up seats de oso veh little.. -sadz-

on the other hand... tis guy frm china.. stuck his butts to his chair lyk he nv sit down b4.. din even bother moving the chair slightly to the side so that i can use the keyboard.. i hv to stand at the side n lean over to the PC.. some guys reali no feng1 du4.. stand up for 5 mins will die ar?? -duH-

gg cut my hair later.. haha trim la, i wun say cut.. hopefully it wun turn out disastrous.. hmx tink i'll go to the BIG WALK wif loo.. hee she wans to go too but no1 seems interested.. so dear dear ar.. dun worry la gt ppl pei me la.. *winkx*

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:38

i miss my dear dear.. reali.. =( suddenly.. duno y..
haiz hope he books out soon.. haha i've oredi tot of wat to do tis sat liaox.. hmz past few weeks been out wif others, haven reali been spending much time wif him.. laz week was JJ n his gf.. laz laz week was 02S81 gathering.. the rest i cnt rem liaox.. so tis week i'm determined to spend some time pei him.. hee our anniversary somemore.. *smiles*

time passes so fast.. b4 i noe it, 26 mths liaox.. stil rem 2 yrs ago, i'll b so excited now, tinking wat i shld but him for anniversary.. time flies.. been tru lots.. ups n downs, tons n tons of happiness n unhappiness..

tis is to my dear dear.. sry i haven exactly been a wonderful gf.. but u've been reali patient to me.. we've had our fair share of unhappiness n quarrels.. n i'm sure u noe wat i mean.. juz hope tt tings wil stay as they r now.. luv u lots.. =) promise u ur massage la okie??

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:00

haha yupz!!! looking at the scrolling script down there.. *points DOWN* okie no i'm stil a dian nao bai chi i din do it.. it comes along wif my template.. BUT i changed the words!! haha i've alwiz been wanting to change it.. cuz its not mine.. hee i wanted to type in sth i reali lyk.. so i've been racking my brains over it.. on wat to write in place of the words down there.. n TADA!! i've changed it.. its sth tt belongs to me n my dear dear.. haha so i tink its xtra meaningful.. *winkx*

enjoy, ppl..

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:12

yupz i'm feelin sad on behalf of others agn.. feelin sad for JJ.. (i guess its okie to write rite? since he duno abt my blog anyway.. grinz) yday kim called.. told me abt JJ.. n his gf whom i din hv a gd impression of.. told me JJ's gf said she wants to tok tis sat.. content=another guy.. nth gd, i guess.. seriously i tink JJ's a nice guy n deserves some1 beta den her.. okie la she's not those DAMN chio 1.. but she's okie la.. cute, abit chubby, out-going.. but the way she treats JJ, haiz.. stil rem tt day aft kayaking they were waiting to bathe.. JJ was sitting outside, she was on another side chatting on the fone all the way.. din bother to come over n pei him or anithing.. n anyone can guess tt the 1 on the fone wif her is a guy.. well i guessed tt (but i reali duno whether its a guy or a gal), n kim too.. so i guessed JJ muz've felt terrible.. n he's stil nice to her.. din flare up or anithing.. tis kind of hao nan ren veh hard to find.. (okie i've gt 1 wif me.. *grinz*) hee so i was telling kim, if his gf reali dump him, tell him its her loss.. i'll intro gals to him.. n i've gt 1 on my mind!!! haha the 1 whom i dote on the most n is my super hao jie mei..

okie i stil dun lyk his gf.. but its not reali my biz.. juz feel sad for JJ.. can c tt he reali luv her lots lo.. but she duno how to treasure.. so she dun deserve him!! haha.. juz hope all'll b fine for JJ..

my tutee told me yday tt "zei2" is hokkien.. -_-"" n he even argue wif me!! *hmph!!* i almost strangled him!! he told me him mom told him so.. oh mi gosh.. his mom hv been teaching him all the wrong stuff can anot?? mabbe one of these days i gotta tell her to STOP teaching him all the wrong stuff.. *b|eaH*

okie irene ur blog DOES rox.. haha ya la i noe u shld feel proud tt u did all tis urself.. haiz *envious* i wish i cld do all tt too.. mabbe i shld reali borrow the book.. "html for dummies" muahahaha!! no choice.. xuan's a dian nao bai chi rem?? irene says i've been demoted.. frm advanced dian nao bai chi to begineer dian nao bai chi.. LOL yupz she's rite.. haha i've been demoted in juz 2 days!! n the pic of urself stil tickles me off.. tink u look lyk an idiot.. HAHA!! but well.. it does fit u.. xtRa^siAo wat.. *winkx*

+ [A]nGe| @ 08:34

be touched la.. i'm putting JING's URL on my links.. as a way of saying THX!!!! for all the help wif my blog.. =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:11

went lunch at canteen A juz now.. was quite reluctant cuz i juz had lunch there yday.. so abit sick of the food there ya? but no choice.. raining.. tts the onli canteen tts not too far away n we wun b in the rain 1.. reluctantly went along wif them.. well i wasn't reali happi wif the food i bought.. but no choice nth is reali nice there..

finished lunch liaox, den juz sit there n listen to them tok lorx.. lar was talking abt Jesus.. jack, peilee n lynn they all toking abt shuai ge(s).. as usual, sitting in the middle means to listen to abit of both.. haha den this VERY familiar face comes into my sight.. haha RZ!!!!!! i noe he's back frm taiwan now slacking away.. well i 4gt wat i did, but he saw me oso.. haha cant rem liaox.. anyway i stood up n walked to him lorx.. asked him wats he doing here.. say he's wif his bro.. hmx tt guy doesn't look lyk his bro lehx.. tink my memory's failing me.. cuz i rem his bro as hair short short den look quite fit.. n RZ n his bro gt abit of resemblance 1.. tt guy i saw --- hair quite long, dyed.. dun look lyk his bro at all.. but well the laz time i saw him was, eRmx... at least 5 yrs ago.. haha tts damn long lahx.. so i dun tink i can trust my memory..

but anyway it was a veh pleasant surprise to c RZ there.. din expect it.. n he asked me which 1 is the 1 i suspect lyk me 1.. haha -BiSh- duN telL him.. hmx his mom came to fetch his bro home aft his exam.. so he came along for lunch.. at canteen A?? -_-" go NIE canteen oso beta lahx.. NIE food beta.. haha

i guess lunch at canteen A's not so bad aft all la.. keke but RX ar.. nez time pls hor.. put in a little effort to comb ur hair larx.. muahaha...

P/S: credits to irene, my dear nu er for helping me so much wif my blog.. tink for a VERY long time i wun change it liaox.. haha *winkx*

+ [A]nGe| @ 13:22

haha i'm so excited abt my new blog.. keke i'm craxy..

dear dear din call me laz nite.. =( duno y oso.. mabbe cuz he called on mon nite oredi?? tts so unfair.. call on mon le cnt call on tues meh?? by default is tues call wat.. oh wateva.. gt call veh gd le..

PS sms me laz nite, asking me abt the yang guang you miao performance.. hmz dun tink kim can go.. so its juz me.. YX cnt mk it oso, oso cerise is gg wif sheane.. mabbe i'll b gg wif them.. i cnt dun go, cuz PS will kill me if i dun go.. hmz but i'm not cnf yet.. i needa cnf wif kim tt he REALI cnt mk it 1st.. cuz we calculated n realised tt week is his exercise all out (aka sth lyk fieldcamp) n it lasts 7 days so he wun b booking out tt weekend.. n the worst part of it is tt week has SO mani things gg on.. CS performace, big walk, n 'cookin' performance.. i was VEH interested to go, but i guess i wun b gg aft all le..

was quite pissed off laz nite.. was sms-ing PS in my room.. my mom walked past n tell me to stop sms-ing cuz "ppl in NS need to slp1" wat the...?? she din even bother to find out anithing n juz assume lidat.. lyk she noe lidat.. den i was pretty irritated so i sort of argued back n said i'm juz talking to a FREN.. -duH-

okie as usual i'm slacking at work.. hmmx i shld b starting work lahz.. cuz i spent almost the whole afternoon yday working on my blog wif irene's help, n i din do much work yday.. cnt so slack.. veh dui bu qi francis.. worse, if i cant finish the work by the deadline.. i'll b so DEAD.. but as they all say, i'm juz temp lo.. haha tts the gd ting abt temp lahz..

juz wana tell all my frens tt if u nid me juz feel free tell me okie?? mabbe i'm not so strong anymore.. i'm feeling sad on behalf on my frens when they're no longer bothered by it.. hmz abt their personal probs, abt uni postings.. n i wana say congrats to my dear dear.. though wat he gt is not wat he reali wants, but u can alwiz accept le den re-apply nez yr la.. u've 2 more yrs, y worry?? onli i needa worry leh.. but i noe u can mk it so dun worry ya??

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:26

haha i've gt a new blog!! haha okie i noe tt tis's not my 1st blog.. considering the 1 at open diary n blurty.. but i'm stil happi!! cuz i spent the whole day working on tis blog.. n THX IRENE!!! for helping me wif all the adjustments i nid to mk tis blog mine!! haha n i simply luv the template!!!! ME-TO-YOU!!! so nice rite?? hehe so happi now.. well as all hu noes me shld noe tt xuan's a dian nao bai chi.. so i duno wat html stuff.. but all thx to my guai nu er hu pain-stakingly explain to me n help me out.. haha *tOucHed* tink i'm over doin it liaox.. haha but i'm stil veh excited abt tis new blog.. n i dun tink i'll change the template yet.. cuz i simply luv tis 1!! i was looking tru ard 60 templates when i finally decide tt tis's the luv of my life!! haha so i settled on tis..

well to irene.. yupz i'm not troubled by it cuz as u said i wun lyk tt guy.. cuz i oredi hv ur daddy le.. juz tt i feel weird by tis whole ting.. kinda eerie actually.. as i said i dun lyk tt feeling.. cuz we're working mahx.. den if i tink the person lyk me i stil gotta put in xtra effort to guard against the person.. *baH* gifs me headache.. okie i shan't tink abt it animore.. haha!!

n tink i'm abit crazy nowadays.. cuz i'm feeling sad on other ppl's behalf.. n the farnie part is tt the person is no longer feeling sad abt it.. but here i m, feeling sad on her behalf.. hmz 2 cases oredi.. tink i shld stop acting crazy.. yups i shld feel happi for ppl instead!! hee

+ [A]nGe| @ 15:52