i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss my dear dear..

haiz i'm gg crazy oredi.. miss my dear dear, miss my dear dear.. he bought alot of tings for me b4 he bk in.. panadol cold n flu hot remedy fast relieve, strepsils n eye drop.. *tOucHeD* saying tt he hopes these tings can tk care of me while he's not ard.. hmz if these tings he bought can represent him, den can let these items bk in on his behalf anot?? *grinz* den he stay behind n pei me.. muahaha!! i'm gg crazy oredi.. but i miss my dear dear.. lots n lots..

pegg called me yday.. chatted for a LONG time.. hmz she called to ask me guobang's no.. haha den she ask me whether my bro gt his no.. highly unlikely la.. she say her sis is gg frm bad to worse.. n her parents too soft hearted so she wana look for help.. i told her a social worker mite b beta.. oh ya, gb's a police.. =/

anyway we were toking abt good old times, as usual la.. its a farnie thing.. how the 2 of us, though seldom meet up, alwiz hv lots to tok abt.. but pegg is not sum1 i wld call my BEST fren.. but its strange how the 2 of us alwiz end up tgt.. yupz we luv SJ.. we miss SJ.. n we regretted.. miss our frens hu gaf up on SJ.. n we both agree tt unless u went tru the life we had in SJ, u wun noe wat its lyk.. its tough, reali tough.. not juz physically.. but the kind of tings we went tru den was too "adult" for a 15,16 yr old.. all the power struggle n how u're being reprimanded for doing too much.. reprimanded for doing all the work n accused of wanting all the credits.. i went tru it.. n i was so disheartened by the whole issue, i decided enuff's enuff.. if onli my frens din gif up on SJ.. wld the outcome hv been diff?? feels tt me n pegg reali went tru alot tgt.. we held on to each other in those diff times.. during com training, during all the power struggle.. we onli hv each other for support.. i miss G.O.6.. miss how we alwiz meet outside band room during recess.. we were such close frens.. reali close.. i've nv had frens as close as em.. but we sorta dispersed.. n tts the biggest regret i've had.. i regretted not doin more to help my frens, to resolve the conflict tt existed.. n i'm sad to c the changes now.. the 1 least expected to change has changed the most.. other den tt, i'm still glad tt my frens r oso missing the times we had.. all th tears n laughter we shared.. still their memories.. reali hope tt 1 day G.O.6 wld b tgt agn.. frens, i stil lurve all of u!! reali.. hmz go for the SJ anniversary dinner okie?? reali wan to c u guys there..

n JJ n his gal is okie oredi.. *thumbs up!!* heard frm kim JJ was chatting on the fone wif his gal in camp.. so shld b alright la.. haha at least tts 1 sad ting off my list..

"u're lyk a boiler rite now.. full of steam inside u.. its getting abit too much for u to handle.. u can alwiz let off the steam inside u, u noe.. i'm alwiz here.."
thx dear.. luv u lots..

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