bad mood = no appetite...
guess i'm lidat.. i'm SO affected by wat happens ard me.. i onli had a small bowl of cereal n 1 kuay the whole of yday.. today, i onli had 2 pieces of bread n half a slice of papaya juz now.. hmx til now la.. no breakfast, no lunch.. onli gt teabreakn most prob dinner.. yday, no breakfast, no dinner.. but i'm glad i haven had gastric.. n i hope it doesn't occur..

the beliefs i used to hold true.. i buried them cuz i was convinced by words tt they're not wat tings shld b.. ppl tell me tt i shld not b so absolute.. i listened.. n i trust, i gif chances.. onli to realise, tt at the end of the day, wat i had believed in were right.. n i had to b hurt in the process to prove tt others r wrong.. n i started to chide myself, y din i hold true to my beliefs??

it's not easy for me to trust ppl.. so peeps out there who hv gained my trust, pls treasure it n dun betray it..
it esp wasn't easy to put in ur trust agn aft it's been betrayed.. n aft trusting agn, sth else happened agn..
i hate ppl to lie to me.. hate it hate it hate it.. but, wat happens?? haiz..

1 is fire, the other is ice.. if putting both tgt onli means liang bai ju shang, den y commit n hurt both sides in the process?? y cant both wake up n realise tt u're dying b4 u're dead?? hopefully i'll wake up in time.. i dun wana wake up onli to c myself in the coffin, 6 feets below ground.. =S
okie i tink TOO much..

i wana go KTV.. haha JJ say i sing quite well.. esp yanzi's songs.. told him it's cuz i practise alot..
i sing when i'm down ya??

i've so mani tots gg tru my brains.. but i had talked it out.. wif a super gd fren named JJ.. thx so much.. if u wasn't there, tink i'll break down.. dun hafta do anithing.. listen can le..
n mani tings, lyk i've said b4.. i cnt say here..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:38