saw tis on the classified ads tt day..
"exercising and writing in a journel helps PMS"
tts not the exact words though.. sth lyk tt sort la..
guess writing in a blog is supposed to help PMS too?? not tt mine's here though.. =/
i'm falling into depression, i realised.. VEH serious... i'm dyyyyyyyying... i feel lyk dyyyyyyingggggg... SOME1 HELP!!!

was on way hm on wed.. say weeyang!!! OMG i dun reali wana c him ya? cuz i haven seen him for a VEH long time n i wun noe wat to say to him.. so by natural instincts i'll wana avoid him.. n i wasn't wearing my specs so i ain't sure its him.. but he has features tt one of a kind.. so i dun tink i'll b mistaken.. alighted frm LRT, n i realised he alighted too!!! not a surprise though.. he lives pretty near me.. when i saw him he was quite far away frm me.. but soon aft i was walking towards the gate, i FELT some1 was walking juz behind me.. creeeeeeeeepy..... its those kind if u turn ard n u'll bump into him tt kind.. so i walked super fast, act lyk i'm in a hurry.. but all the way down frm the mama shop til the bball court there some1 is walking JUZ BEHIND ME!!!! HELP!!!! n i cant turn ard cuz i'll knock into him!! SO CREEPY!!! den i juz carry on walking super fast n hope he'll leave me alone.. tink he recognize me, but not sure whether izit reali me, so dun dare tok to me.. ttz JUZ SO weeyang.. soon aft tt he turned n walked in another direction.. wheeu i dun wan some1 walking juz behind me all the way hm.. i'll freak out.. haha

on the way to work tis morning.. was standing beside tis pretty cute guy.. *grinz* den realised he alighting at redhill too!! but i went down the platform via stairs whereas he went down via escalator.. so i din c him aft tt.. hee n standing opp me on the train was a guy wif this 'say' tt reminds me of andy!! haha ANDY!! I REM U!!! keke abt his height, carry a sling bag, put 1 hand inside the pocket, 1 hand holding the handgrip, oso wif short short hair..

dreamt of eileen chuah laz nite!! hmz dreamt tt she's married(though she's stil 21), den we were back at swiss.. saw her n her husband, den she came n find me.. we were lying down at the quadrangle chatting.. den saw the sec1s running along the corridor ard the quadrangle.. u noe along the CO room den towards the technical rooms den sci labs den to the canteen there.. we were shouting at them, tell them run faster.. n i told her lyk veh rude, lying down n shouting at them.. so we stood up..
den my dad woke me up.. =/
i miss swiss sjab.. it used to b my 2nd home.. HAIZ..

i noe guys r gonna scold me agn.. but i tink NS is cool.. if given a chance, i'll wana go NS.. 1 in a lifetime experience.. how many ppl can do tt? gg on a helicopter, repelling frm helicopter.. gg into the jungle n learning survival skills.. haiz i hope to go tru all tt too.. though it mite b tough, but at the end of the day, u can proudly tell urself tt u survived all tt.. 20 yrs down the road those will b memorable times.. okie mabbe u dun nid 20 yrs to start missing the days.. tink 10yrs is enuff..
treausre the times u're in NS ba, guys.. working life SUX..

though my life is SIAN N BORING.. but i'm glad i stil hv tings to write in the blog.. haha cuz it helps PMS.. (i'm not suffering frm PMS now la!!) *lame*
i shld blog more often..

HAPPI BIRTHDAY, LOO!!!!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:07