i'm desperately looking for a job.. i'm super broke!!! =/
okie daddy's supporting my driving, but i still feel heart pain pain.. cuz i'm gonna put $$ in insurance.. aft i pass daddy the $$ den i'll b super broke oredi!!! cnt!! i wana work part time.. ppl pls STOP telling me go find tuition job.. I NOE.. but tuition doesn't last long.. cuz ard oct den they finish their SA2 le, no nid tuition liaoz!!

realized i haven been updating much.. no mood.. troubled over the fact that i'm SUPER broke.. n i bu hao yi si to ask $$ frm my parents.. cuz i nid to pay for the books n stuff.. *broke* hai trying my best to cut down on my expenses oredi.. n dearie still tell me they hv a beach party n they're supposed to bring a partner?!!! wat the?? y a beach party?? cant it b juz the normal D&D?? *sianz* i gt nth to wear!!!!! =/ feel so paiseh to say tis lahz.. i cant possibly borrow rite??? =X
n rem i say i'm broke??
n i still wana but shoes!!!! m)phosis sale!!!! duno whether got nice shoes tts on sale (ie super cheap) and gt my shoe size anot??
n i still nid to find tis super stupid book!!! psychology in context: voices and perspectives.. i SERIOUSLY nid a job lahz..
*haiz* ppl.. HELP!!!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 20:52

http://www.spug.net/showthread.php?p=602468#post602468


+ [A]nGe| @ 12:41

hmz i'm quite into yan chengxu nowadays.. haha i tink he's so cute!!! veh shen qing.. hmm mabbe i'll buy his CD.. haha kidding.. i wun la.. i'm broke..


+ [A]nGe| @ 15:07

i dun noe wat i hv done wrong to deserve tis??
still home, sitting in front of the PC, changed, all ready to leave the hse..
YET I'M STILL HOME....
no1 cares abt how I feel...
shouting vulgarities...
i hate tis..


+ [A]nGe| @ 15:03

haha finally i pulled myself out of my laziness.. me gg learn driving nez wed!!!!! muahahaha.. update ltr.. making a fone call now.. (my dearie)


+ [A]nGe| @ 09:33

sry i deleted the tag.. but i reali dun lyk it.. i noe i'm trying to avoid ur feelings.. but i reali dun lyk the way u phrased it.. i can onli apologize for making such a selfish move.. anyway i hv got ur "feedback" so i guess tts all tt matters rite?
hey cool it.. i dun lyk the way tings get so tensed up.. those r juz PHOTOS!! for gods sake y get upset over photos.. chill~

i wonder y ppl hate gg to sch? i lyk to go to sch~!! okie at least i dun hate sch la..
tink i shld go exercise.. haven been exercising but been eating loads.. haha i'm gonna grow fat fat FAT!!!!! omg.. =X


+ [A]nGe| @ 14:36

wow i've finally uploaded the previledged fotos taken during the dinner on 7th aug @ apollo novotel.. haha took alot of fotos tt nite.. but din upload all la.. it'll take me ages man.. these r the few that i tink is nice.. n the ppl that i wana rem.. so TADA!! enjoy, peeps.. =)
working with the blog DOES make me feel beta..


+ [A]nGe| @ 16:44

guobang looks.. farnie =/


+ [A]nGe| @ 16:39

me n rz.. hmm we're both so dark.. =/

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:37

me, wenli n pegg.. i've blended into the door.. cant c me!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:35

eileen n wenli!! the blur sisters.. -grinx-

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:32

the 2001 batch!!! (oops we left out timo!!)

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:28

wenli is SOO CUTE!! n lixing.. =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:25

so touched by timo's "ur eyes okie anot?" tt nite!! -smiles- thx..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:25

our eva endearing mr koh n the 2001 batch!

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:24

me n rudy.. pls dun b mistaken.. =/

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:22

ms yeo.. oops.. shld b mrs wai lo..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:20

our dear koko.. i shan't reveal the secret of tis foto.. haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:18

jeffrey!!!! the best commander!! future doc sia..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:18

OMG.. jackie look so much taller now!! haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:14

me n eileen.. my sec 2 commander!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:10

me n boon.. he's trying to act cool la..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:01

full length pic of me!! juz as i promised yolkchee

+ [A]nGe| @ 15:59

my blogskin is so apt.. i simply luv tis skin..
mabbe hiding behind a mask will make everything beta..
i've changed.. i noe i hv..
i used to live behind a mask.. n i'm so used to it, i believe tts juz who i am..
i dun tok in the past, kip everything to myself..
i nv knew i was so lousy..
now i noe..
thx for letting me understand that..
mabbe frm the beginning i nv knew how to luv some1..
mabbe i shld put the mask back on..
i wana hide away frm every1..
i wana disappear..
if u dun wana care, y shld i?

i used to tink that i'm born to luv..
i cant imagine how can i eva live w/o loving some1..
now i noe..
its not difficult..
reali, its not difficult..
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!
i juz wana b alone..
i wana live in a world of my own..
i wana b selfish..
or rather, i oredi am..

i wana b deaf, so that i dun hafta listen anymore..
i wana b blind, so that i dun hafta c anymore..
i wana b mute, so that i dun hafta speak anymore..
if u dun wana care, y shld i??
pls, i'm not trying to sound pathetic..
i juz wana b alone..
i wana b independent..
i can live.. alone.. i dun nid YOU!!!!!!!!

i'm talking crap.. as usual..


+ [A]nGe| @ 11:16

i dun lyk to eat alone..
i'd rather die frm hunger den to eat alone...
i feel lyk no1 cares abt my feelings..
whether i'm happi, sad, down, no1 cares..
i dun feel lyk loving any1..
i wana b alone..
i'm selfish..
i'm demanding...
i'm domineering..
sry tts me..
i wana slp..
i wana b away frm tis whole world at tis veh instant..
i miss tis particular some1..
i dun wana b me..
i hate myself..
i wana sing!!!!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 22:06

went ECP today.. cuz deaRiE suggest go there ma.. so go lo.. veh long nv go oso le.. hee

cycled for ard 1.5 hrs den decided to return the bike.. haha @ tis pt in time we were tinking whether we shld stop for ice cream.. cuz its 1535 n we're supposed to return the bikes @ 1550.. in the end we decided to buy.. den when i finally walked over to the uncle, he was saying.. "aiyo xiang zhe yang jiu yao bei de hai shi bing gan de ar??" muahaha super farnie lo tt uncle.. but i tink its veh nice to c him n his wife selling ice cream tgt.. so loving!!! keke..

n i went skating.. 1st time in my whole life, i rented skates.. cuz reali super gian to go skating la.. oso stand there decide veh long den finally i decided to rent the skates.. haha n i saw vivien n kaixiang!! they're skating oso.. rented the skates @ ard the same time.. haha me n deaRiE r lyk blind leading the blind.. i fell down ALOT of times ar.. fall until i scared oredi.. n my hands pain pain now.. cuz i alwiz use my hands to break the fall.. so in the end got alot of small small scratches.. den got tis super bad fall.. i was gg back to the stall to return the skates oredi.. den there's tis di di coming nearer n nearer to me.. i oredi "ah!!! ah!!!! ah!!!!" den he stil dun wan siam.. in the end i fall AGN.. super painful.. den i dun dare skate liaoz.. scared fall down.. so deaRiE juz guide me back to the stalL lo.. =/ pain pain.. but super fuN!!!!! haha.. nez time if i go i stil wana skate agn.. i wana learn!!!!

super tired.. wana slp liaoz... =/


+ [A]nGe| @ 21:53

was quite sian diao juz now tts y seem abit sian.. now i rem tt i've gt tings to blog!! haha super interesting tings tt happen..

was @ swensens juz now wif loo n xiang when my fone rang.. took out my fone n saw tt its a unfamiliar number so tot mabbe its some CCA ppl call me.. tts the kind of calls i've been getting frm unfamiliar numbers nowadays..
so i answered the call..

"hi. is this xuanling?"
"ya.."
"oh hi! this is kelvin.. erm r u @ a party for a celebration or sth??"
"erm no i'm not @ a party.. but ya its a celebration.. y??"
"okie.. u rem me??"
"erm actually.. no.. haha"
"okie u rem some time ago @ tm i approached u for the prudential ting?? still rem me??"
"oh ya!! i rem.. ya i rem u.."
"erm i juz wan to wish u a happi bday.."
"... er thanks!!!!!!!"
"cuz i was flipping thru the tings n i realised its ur bday today u c.."
"oh okie.. haha thankew thankew... ya i'm having dinner with my frens la.."
"haha alright.. happi bday den.. i'll call u agn.."
"haha okie thx.. bye bye..."

was so shocked to receive that call.. i tot he's gonna ask me whether i'm gonna buy that particular policy tt he talked to me abt.. apparently he's not la.. haha wat a pleasant surprise..
xiang was stupid lo.. she was lyk "okie gan cui yi dian.. ta shuai ma?" -_-""
"haha man shuai de.."

xiang was SUPER lame today.. our poor irene not onli passed her flu to xiang via the fone, she passed her lameness to her as well!!! cuz we ordered ice cream ma.. den the person ask if can serve ice cream le anot?? den we say can (cuz i haven finish eating.. i had fish n chips) den xiang say.. "ltr the person tell u.. the ice cream is melting oredi so muz serve now.." den we duno tok abt wat.. n she said "den xuan'll say:ltr i ask my fish bite u ar!!!!!" (cuz i ate fish n chips rem?? -_-"")
n another super lame 1 abt the telling the person we scoop the ice cream ourselves n ask the person to pay us... WAHAHAHA... super farnie the whole nite.. kexi irene's not here la.. else sure'll b a super farnie nite!!!! but its okie!! we'll meet up soon enuff.. gal ar.. u muz fast fast recover okie?? tk care of urself la.. we'll miss u!! *hugs*

btw, i gt into voices!!!!!! haha...


+ [A]nGe| @ 23:59

happi birthday to ME..
happi birthday to ME..
happi birthday to ME..
happi birthday to ME!!!!!!!

wheE!! finally its my bday!!!! wana say thx to:

cerise, jy, liling, huili, ss, colleen - for buying me such a nice n wonderful prez n celebrating my bday for me!!!! thx dearies..

loo, rene, xiang - for celebrating my birthday today wif me!!!!! THANKEW!!! *HUGS* though rene cnt mk it, but i'm stil touched tt u gals spent my bday wif me... i luv u gals!!!!!!

sy, yuci, huiyin, earnest, hawyng - for juz remembering my bday...

thankew ppl!!!!!

every yr i'm glad to hv ppl wishing me happi bday.. hee shows tt ppl luv me!! juz lyk i luv them!!! keke.. happi xuan's bday coming to an end soon liaoz.. BUT its okie.. oso duno wat to blog.. hee nitez!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 23:42

i got a pair of nike sports shoes for my bday frm deariE~!!!!! haha so happi now.. he alwiz say my tt pair can throw away oredi.. so old liaoz stil dun wan throw away.. say i lyk rubbish collector lidat.. =( *hmph* if i rubbish collector den he muz b RUBBISH!!! haha.. kidding la.. the shoes r veh nice!!! so surprised.. tink my dearie spend alot for my bday, he's so broke now le.. *feels bad* erm tink i'll kip the details to myself.. haha its our lil secret.. but, thx dearie.. i'm reali surprised.. though we din go any high class restaurant or whatsoever.. but its reali a veh nice surprise.. though the deco oso abit.. er hem.. haha *thx japheth* (hope i din spell his name wrongly) but everything was very nice.. THANKEW!! *hugs* but DUN spend tt kind of $$ agn kk??

haven blogged for a long long time.. well as u all can c, i changed my blogskin AGN.. lemme count.. tis is the.. 4th skin?? haha okie la actually not that much oso la.. but considering that i onli start tis blog somewhere in may aft blurty.. haha on the ave i change a skin every mth?? somewhere there la..
tink tis skin is very nice!! hmz quite perfect le.. juz that some tings i still kan bu guo qu, lyk the font.. BUT i reali very lazy change la.. haha suan le la!!!!

i love "lydia" by FIR!!!!!! super nice!! esp the mtv!!!! OMG.. its super nice can.. n guo pin chao is SHOOOO SHUAI!!!!!! haha but i tink i wun go ktv for a long long time to come.. too much of it nowadays le.. muz refrain for some time.. keke but i'm so totally into FIR!!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 14:50

haha finally changed my blogskin.. cuz dearie cant view javascript.. hence i needa change..

cant blog.. i'm running late.. haven eat, haven bathe.. shiat!!!!

n i haven do anithing thats related to leaving the hse soon!!!!! i'm dead meat..

btw, dear's celebrating my bday for me TODAY!!!!! happi happi..

shall blog tonite!!

oh ya!! forgot to add sth to my blog.. add tonite.. buaiz ppl!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 13:39

wow finally O'week ended.. its been super fun!! n i truely enjoyed it.. i'm real glad i went for it.. cuz its been an amazing experience.. n i reali wana thank debbie, clement, rochelle, mark, ernest, jasmine, erin, weixuan blah blah blah hu made it truely special for all of us..
ROCHELLE, U ROX!!!!!
GAZUN ROX!!!!
TELTAN ROX!!!!
DEBBIE N CLEMENT, U GUYS TRUELY ROX!!!!!!!

they were the 1s hu led us to being the best hse.. though we weren't the best OG, but i noe that in the eyes of gazun, we ARE the best.. juz as the song says.. "we noe we're the best in ur eyes".. n tts all tt matters.. n i reali wana thank rochelle for alwiz being there for us.. for being such a wonderful OGL.. i dun tink we can find another 1 lyk u.. u truely deserve the title of the best OGL!!!! THANK YOU!!
i tink the song pretty much sums up everything that i wana tell debbie, clement n roch..

O'nite was very touching for us.. we noe that even when everything fails, we still hv the song.. haha n it WAS the climax of the whole performance that teltan freshies put up.. looking @ the O comm ppl crying, we noe that we succeeded oredi!! n it was truely touching to c teltan hse bond tgt n sing.. n we cry tgt.. n we noe tt then, we truely touched the hearts of every1..
TELTAN, WE ROX!!!!!!! lets cheer for being the best hse!!!!!!

fight fight fight lyk champions
win win win lyk champions
fight lyk champions
win lyk champions
all the rest can go fly kite
fly kite fly kite all the rest can go fly kite
fly kite fly kite all the rest can go fly kite
TELTAN!!!!!!

n i hope roch n mark wil lyk the prezzie that we gaf them.. n we truely hope that our friendship will blossom frm there on.. juz lyk the plant.. tis is onli the beginning.. MUZ GROW THE PLANT LA!!! dun let it die.. haha

i will rem every single 1 in gazun..
roch, mark, ernest, yuneng, jasmine, erin, weixuan, peiying, huiyin, lulu, claudia, tingting, flo, jieting, sean, shirleen, shuqi, siti, melinda blah blah blah..
n i will rem the 3 guys hu worked out the freshies item wif me.. it was a success!!! thx.. to jiahao, mark, faiizu..
THANKEW!!!
we MUZ kip in contact ya??
i will def miss the days when we cheer tgt, laff tgt, slp tgt, cry tgt..

come n c the best OG in the whole of arts faculty
we r the best! best of all the other OGs in tis camp.. (hey!)
gazun is the best!!
GAZUN GAZUN GAZUN GAZUN!!!!!!

O'week ROX!!!!!!!!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 10:39

songs of love that you bring
cheers of praise when we were down
its in all these little tings, we were blessed

the sacrifice of love you've shown
even when you were feeling shag
its in all these little tings, we were blessed

and if we dun win the best house award tonight
it reali doesn't matter
'cause we know that we're the best in your eyes

we wana say thank you for the love that you bring
we wana say thank you for all that you've been to us
because you taught us how to love
now we can all stand as 1 family today
because of what you've done..


+ [A]nGe| @ 01:29