haha tts a stupid reason frm a veh dear fren of mine.. when i ask him chim chim qn n my conclusion is tt i tink too much.. n he went "yupz tts the prob wif us A lvl students lyk u n me.. we tink too much" true?? -shRugx-

i c tt she's veh happi wif her present life.. i dun tink she even rems tt such a person still exist.. i dun understand how she can do tt.. now i tink i noe y do guys ard me tell me they're suffering aft the breakup, cuz the gal dun seem to wana kip in contact anymore.. will i b 1 of those heartless gals?? i hope not.. cuz i hv no intention of bringing any kind of suffering to any1.. BUT, u nv noe.. cuz i noe the beginning is alwiz hard.. i hope tt every bf i hv will b lyk him, still willing to call me aft we broke up.. n i hope tt every bf i hv will not gif me the previlege of making a decision.. i hv no intention to mk any decision.. cuz the decision maker alwiz suffers.. stuck btw the choices tt he/she has..

yupz mabbe i tink too much.. late in the nite n i start being cranky.. i tink tts kinda true ya? hmz i'd beta slp early everyday so tt i wun tink so much.. fall aslp b4 any stupid tots come crashing in.. haha..
gtg to sch.. today's a BIG exception tt i can stay hm till now den go sch.. i enjoy mons lyk tis.. i hate gg to sch early in the morning!!! haiz.. sch's start oredi.. i'm so used to my slacking life n staying hm.. i dun wana go sch!!! =/
gotta go prepare for sch liaoz.. okie tink on the bright side,, its TS prac for my 1st lesson of the new term!!!!!!! =X

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:21

i dun understand.. how can ppl feel sad n yet enjoy themselves? i dun tink i can..
i dun understand how do ppl gt over tings so fast?
i dun understand y izit tt ppl can juz get on wif life knowing that they're unhappi, yet not wanting to change tt.. being afraid of the consequences..
i dun understand y i'm so timid, afraid of changes??
i dun understand alot of tings..
i guess being sick does something to ur brains, n u begin to tink too much..
i'm sick..
there's so mani tings to b done, n yet i've so little time..
n i begin to wonder whether is there such a ting call true luv??
n how do u noe tt u've found the guy of ur life??
how'd u noe tt guy is the rite guy??
is tt y ppl end up in divorces??
does the length of the r/s matter??
does it mean that being tgt for a veh long time means tt u'll end up married eventually??
will i eva hv tt kind of courage to say wat i feel abt alot of tings??
when will i hv that kind of courage?? tt kind of in a spur of moment??
=/
i tink too much..

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:12

yupz.. been sick for quite a few days oredi.. lemme count.. since.. tues? or izit mon? aiya cant rem liaoz la.. haven been coming online n stuff.. hmz ppl r gonna spank me cuz i've a slight fever n i din c doc or anithing.. -oops-

kor went to tk his bridal fotos yday.. alice look veh nice!! haha yupz i went along la.. din reali c the fotos, but she look reali nice.. heard tt they went sentosa n boat quay for their outdoor shots.. hee i gaf them quite a number of ideas.. mabbe i shld b a wedding planner nez time.. i tink it'll b fun!! haha anyways, aft the trip yday, i've decided tt i wana tk a portfolio of myself when i turn 21.. -grinz- dun ask me y.. its juz a decision n a small dream.. =)

was mom's chi bday yday.. haha every1 forgot.. even dad forgot.. -_-" den yday i ask him "eh when's mom's chi bday huh?" den we realised it was yday.. so i msg kor n ask him buy a cake back or sth lidat.. n my blur blur mom still tot the cake's complimentary frm the bridal shop.. =X hee tink she's reali surprised n super shock..

haha my 10 bday break is coming to an end soon n i haven reali done anithing useful.. heh took my final theory on thurs.. i'm gonna fail.. ppl who're gonna tk the theory test, take note!!
when applying emergency break, u step on the brake, den the clutch kk??

another person is gg thru the torture of "why doesn't she wana remain in contact wif me aft we broke up???" cheer up.. pls dun torture urself.. u noe it pains those hu care for u.. u'll pass the stage eventually.. she'll wana b ur fren eventually.. juz gif her time.. juz cuz she's the 1 who requested for a breakup doesn't mean that she dun nid time to gt over tings.. pls tk care of urself.. if u eva nid some1 to tok to, juz feel free to call me ya?
but i dun tink he reads my blog.. wahahaha..

+ [A]nGe| @ 08:34

i've been trying ways and means to blog.. n i realise that the problem doesn't lie with the PC.. i tink the prob lies wif my blog.. n i duno y is tis happening?!!!!

haiz anyway i've TONS to tok abt.. but once i gt the chance to blog, i duno where to start frm..
anyways, i'm sick.. =/
woke up coughing last nite, and it was HORRIBLE.. tot i was gonna die coughing.. been staying home ALOT nowadays, i feel.. but apparently my parents dun tink so.. nvm..
and i missed the voices camp.. sick.. n oso cuz i'm LAZEE.. can u believe it? i skipped the camp?? haiz ABIT hou hui.. but suan le la..

ghost is nice.. i mean, the movie ya? for die-hard horror movie fans lyk me, go watch.. i tink its nice.. it doesn't juz scare u.. it has a plot, which is quite nan de for horror movies.. for rather, it has a nice plot..
30 gg on 30 is nice too.. erm, but that show abit the old liaoz ar? (i cant blog previously, rem??)

alot has happened recently n it made me feel how unpredictable life can b.. n sometimes i gt quite sick of the way life is.. how u do the same tings everyday.. n trying hard to fulfil others expectations of u.. n living the way others wld expect u to.. i realise tts not the way i wan it to b.. i dun wana gt married near 30.. 27 is old oredi.. somehow i dun wana live life tt way.. i dun understand y muz ppl label every1 else?

life is short.. n i wana live to the fullest.. if i cnt fulfil my dream, den i'd rather live a simple life.. i dun understand y muz ppl do tings n hurt themselves? mabbe i shld change my life a lil..
okie i'm getting too philosophical.. =X

feel lyk changing my blogskin.. mabbe another day..
i nid to eat, change, vacuum the floor n prepare to go driving..
aft driving is tuition.. 2 tuitions..

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went for a beach party wif dearie.. (look @ the title) and.. it wasn't lyk anithing i've attended b4.. looks kinda low class to me wif all the gals.. erhem.. duno y they muz mk it tis way.. cuz its a NS event?? and its mostly guys they're entertaining?? but ya, the whole ting juz seems kinda low class to me.. ya its a job, but those gals r juz degrading themselves la, i feel.. -shRugx- mabbe they enjoy that kinda job? haha i'm conservative.. anithing u say..

yinghui went as well.. and, the table of guys beside us wants to noe her.. and it juz kinda put me off wif everything tts happening.. hmz i shan't comment much la.. i shall juz kip everything to myself ya? afterall she IS my fren.. n a pretty close 1 somemore.. juz that some things ppl do, no matter how close the 2 of u can b, will still put u off @ times..

and calvin came wif kelly.. tink every1 is shocked.. well sometimes being tgt wif the some1 mite not mean that the some1 is the 1 u reali reali reali luv so much that u cant live w/o the person.. feel that sometimes its juz a matter of being used to having the person ard wif u.. u're so used to having that some1 wif u, that if the 2 of u juz break up 1 day, u'll feel veh bu xi guan.. and eventually both parties will be back tgt.. though aft a few weeks u mite quarrel n wana break up agn.. -_-" tts life, isn't it?

tink i'm sounding so philosophical today.. haha in sch's com centre.. 1st time here and it looks old.. hmz ya it IS old la.. applied for the student IT asst thingy.. tink i'll eventually regret la.. esp during the exam period.. haha.. =X then mabbe i'll juz quit in the end.. haha.. c how la.. but @ least every week i'll gt a few dollars more to either spend or save.. keke sounds pathetic.. a few dollars.. hmz.. i gotta go for class le.. another day!

btw, happi slacking, rene!! haha my term break's nes week la.. sianz..
n dearie mite hv a long weekend agn nez week.. =) but i'm supposed to go for voices camp, which is on mon, @ sentosa chalet.. c how la.. mabbe i mite hv sth on tt day.. -grinx-
n dearie's doing cos today AGN.. for lyk duno the number what times for this few weeks.. haha nvm la he's slack anyway.. no BAC for him.. i shan't explain..
okie i reali gtg.. ciao!


+ [A]nGe| @ 10:26

Most women, about 3 out of 4, experience some form of premenstrual syndrome (PMS) --- a constellation of physical & psychological symptoms in the days leading up to menstration each month. These symptoms may include anxiety, depression, irritability, weight gain resulting from fluid retention, and abdominal discomfort. The cause or causes of PMS are unclear, but mounting evidences suggests that hormones play a role.

there's more.. but i tink i shan't bore all of u to death by my psyc textbook.. haha i was reading thru when i read tis text.. tink most of u shld b interested.. so tada! there goes.. if u wan more info abt the bio part den feel free to look up tis book
psychology concepts and applications by jeffrey s. nevid (pg 80)
u're right.. studying psyc is lyk doing bio.. =X
but its super interesting!!
and i'm gonna fail the 1st quiz in my uni life.. or rather, there's a possibility of getting neg marks for the 1st quiz in my uni life.. =/

the bird is veh noisy!!!! chi bao le jiu jiao de hen da shen.. =X n its scared of kim.. hahaha 1st day still veh guai, let him touch some more and will play wif kim.. now it's scared liaoz.. noe sabestian n tweety? kim acts lyk sabestian n traumatise my bird.. muahahahaha.. den act lyk guai when ppl near the cage.. haha stupid bird.. btw, we nv even bother to name the bird.. wat can we name it? tweety?? =X LoL~

dearie's on long weekend last week.. fri nite - mon nite.. woohoo!! cooL~! crash NUS.. haha n pei me go SS lec somemore.. but i tink the gal sitting on his left side veh kelian.. cuz he kip dozing off den will slant towards her sometimes.. den i gotta pull him back.. me n cerise kip laffing.. abt the green bag incident that we'll NV forget.. n he was lyk, "so long liao u all stil rem ar? got so farnie meh?" GOT LA!

13 going on 30 is nice!!!!!! well @ least i tink its nice la.. n veh sweet.. hmz irene ar.. decide urself whether u wana go watch on wed la.. gt ppl treat gd wat.. nu de wei jia nan de wei qu (u're not married n neither is he).. y not? act lyk innocent 1st la.. if anithing happens den u decide wat to do la..

loo: tk care of urself la!! sprain ur ankle AGN.. my goodness.. dun let us worry abt u la.. if u nid help juz call me!! i'll b more den happi to b ur escort.. =) tts if u nid me la.. hmz but i dun tink u'll nid me as an escort la, HOR? *grinz* no hidden meaning..

no tuition tonight.. *smiles* rest.. tml gt tuition @ yew tee.. hmz.. i nid the $$.. shld i go for voices singing class? 13 lessons, $150 is VERY CHEAP LO.. inclusive of recording some more lo.. hmm i shld b gg.. so i nid $$.. *sianz*



+ [A]nGe| @ 17:15

to help him massage.. haha but i dun wan!! *b|eaH*
okie la okie la lemme surf finish 1st kk?? haha ting hua la!!!!!!!
went back nus central lib juz now..omg i sound so guai..no lo nez tues gt psyc quiz i now den study is TOO LATE LE LO!!!! haha me n deariE both no $$ liaoz.. cnt go out le..
BUT.. step out of hse door = $$.. haha so we're SUPER broke now..
went for driving for the 1st time on wed!! super fun!!!
met rz @ bbdc today.. haha he oso learning prac.. 2nd lesson!! wonder whether he will gt his license 1st or i will gt mine 1st.. i tink he will gt 1st ba?? go sch learn = gt ur license faster...
super full now.. due to courtesy of my dearie's mom.. *thx auntie* haha go back n study my psyc le la cnt slack.. =X

+ [A]nGe| @ 18:01