life has been bad for me these few days..
God's unfair.. i dun understand y izit so UNFAIR?!!! he's been working hard too.. he's worked REALI hard too.. all the missions he carried out.. all the achievements he made.. all the unfair treatment, he beared wif it.. having to tk the 4 Bravo route while others took 4 ALpha, he carried his platoon thru it all.. it was a BIG achievement n God noes how proud i m of him.. but the treatment tt he received is SO UNFAIR!! i dun understand y is life making a joke out of him? having to go thru so much tribulations.. having to do so much n still behind others.. how the others r all tgt wif it while he has to b different somehow.. he has worked harder den any1 else!! Y?? y cant he receive the same type of honour as the others do.. i saw the glow in his eyes 10 mths ago when he told me abt it.. n i saw the sadness in his eyes when he told me the final arrangement 3 days ago.. life is so unfair..

y is others born wif a silver spoon in the mouth while others cant even fend for themselves? they made a mistake but y is life so harsh on them.. i understand tt ppl have to learn in order to grow up.. i totally understand tt logic.. but tis is TOO MUCH! i dun wan him to b forced to do tings tt he dun wan to.. i dun wana c his life ruined.. i promise i will do anithing to prevent him frm choosing tt route.. I FORBID IT! i dun wana c him suffer so much..

i'm sry i was not understanding for the past 2 days.. i hope u understand.. n i hope tt u finally grew up.. i will try n help in whatever ways i can.. i juz hope tt life will b beta for u frm now on.. n i hope tt everything WILL BE straightened out when u're at the bridge.. *i hope the words of enlightenment frm our ancestors are true*

*if U're out there and U heard my prayers, pls help him thru this difficult period of time.. pls help him pass his test today.. i duno wat will happen to him if he cant mk it.. i dun wana c him suffer so much.. i wana c him happi, juz like how he used to b.. w/o so much troubles on hand..*


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