i feel like buying a digi cam..
cuz kor's gonna gt married n shift out 1 day.. so eventually i'll hafta be independent!!
buy my own stuff..
my own digi cam..
luckily i dun nid a MP3 player or stuff lidat..
cuz i still hv my N6610i..
not a most up n coming fone, i noe..
but gt radio!!!! tts enuff liaoz la, i feel..
@ least for now..
so in the future when i buy fone, muz alwiz look for fone wif radio function.. else i reali duno how m i gonna survive!!!

out of topic liaoz.. i was talking abt the digi cam.. ya i nid a digicam.. cuz recently i juz luv to tk photos!!! duno y.. haha.. c everything oso feel like taking.. feel like bringing a cam to wherever i go.. haha.. i noe i'm gg abit crazy liaoz.. but no choice wat.. pretty girls like to tk photo.. *PUKE!!!* okie tts out of the pt..

n i feel like gg swimming.. exercising!!!! slimming down.. getting too fat nowadays..
but.. i noe i noe.. NATO ma.. (All Talk No Action)
i'm gg swimming tml!!! tt is if i hv the determination... =/
hai there's so many things tt i feel like buying but I'M BROKE!!! i cant wait to receive my next pay.. hmz shld i carry on the chi tuition?!! considering...
still too lazy to upload photos.. this is from irene's blog..
waiting to upload more photos!!!!

eh irene!!! i'm posting this photo using ur link.. so if u remove it must tell me okie?? *hiak hiak hiak*

+ [A]nGe| @ 12:17

went out wif the gals on wed to celebrate liling's bday.. it was fun la.. its alwizz gd to hang out wif them.. n we took our spastic neoprints agn.. haha.. went KTV n sang n ate n we crapped!!!! next up is huili's 21st birthday!!!!! so we muz plan sth BIG for her.. haha.. planning in process..
btw, the top left hand corner photo is our fav!!!!!! nice rite?? haha i design 1!! *oops*

hai juz hit my toe agn the door.. i'm ALWAYS so careless.. hurting myself here n there.. duno hw to tk care of myself.. hit my toe, start bleeding n cry lo.. =/
pain pain..
so useless..

btw, every1 seems to love our performance..
not onli the audience, but the actors frm other countries luv it too..
esp the PLMGS gals..
they're crazy over the slapping scene..
yesh.. crazy..
cuz we took a photo with them.. n them requested for us to 'slap' the other party while we tk the photo.. shall upload it another day lahz.. lazy now.. *hee*
n the HK girls.. they came with an HK actor!!!!!! we took a photo with him oso!!!! wanjing even more zai.. she took a photo with him!!!!!!! anyways, i dun rem his name.. ou li jian or sth lidat.. *paiseh* its the guy who acted as ah cong in xi yuan lu 2..
anyways, he's quite shuai and has quite a big build, actually.. *hee*
*shall upload the photos another day*

+ [A]nGe| @ 13:18

i was in a VERY GOOD MOOD...
note the word WAS...

pardon my language..
but stupid SAF is so f***** up!!!!!!!!
cant even plan their tings properly..
tings always clash..
ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOREVER!!!!!
i am so damn pissed off right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was in such a gd mood..
performance today was grt!!
wonderful, perfect n all..
it was a grt success!!!!!
n guess wat??
this had to spoil my day..
when i've finished planning everything n tink tt tts the way things r gonna b, there's bound to b changes...
I'M SO PISSED OFF AND IRRITATED BY IT!!!!!

i had such a wonderful day.. n all of a sudden everything goes wrong..
all my plans, wrecked..
juz cuz of a stupid n brainless decision made by SAF...
or rather,
1 COMMANDO BATTELION 4TH COMPANY 5TH DETACHMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pissed off!!!!!!!
*argh*

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:09

haven updated for a week..
came online n went offline.. lots of things tt i wana say.. but ultimately i still went back to my own diary..
lots of things have happened recently..
felt damn lousy...
its juz like wat happens is my fault..
felt that bad things always happen bacause of ME..
n no matter how some1 tells me its not, i juz feel so..
n i feel like a bad bad BAD gf..
this is not gd enuff.. tt is not gd enuff..
i noe tts not wat he's trying to say, but i juz feel like i'm being compared to..
i'm so envious of A*******
tts wat u said tt time..
n tt affected me alot..
hence when u said wat u said yday, i sorta snapped..
yup, snapped..
felt like a rubber band, stretched to its limits..
wat can i do?!!!
n yes.. now we have a pact..
if things still don't work out, i guess tts wat we will have to do..
u're rite..
things r so bad, i feel i'm suffocating..

to cerise: u dun nid to have alot of frens.. as long as u noe tt the few u've made in SA in truly worth it, then i think its enuff.. u noe tt ultimately, at the end of the day, u still have us. if all else fails, i'll always be ur best fren.. =) i love u!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:38

hmz nth exciting for vday tis yr..
except getting a fone call n having to look for flowers for vday when i'm a GIRL~!!!
i receive flowers.. i dun look ard for flowers.. -_-""
anyways, THX ANDY!!!!!!
for helping me so much..
but, ordering flowers is a guy's job..
*oops* i'm so gender biased..
i'm supposed to support equality of the sexes..

hmz as i said, nth exciting for v day tis yr..
life goes on as usual..

i wana watch fancy drill comp!! hopefully gt ppl pei me n i can mk it..
was on the way to westmall wif loo when we passed by the big open space at bt batok n saw swiss SJ ppl marching!! WOAH!!! so we alighted.. haha went to find timo n stuff.. chatted for awhile lo.. miss the old gd times..

btw, we took alot of spastic photos wen we went xiang's hse bai nian yday.. waiting for irene to post them up so tt i can d/l..

hee btw, i've tot of wat to buy for anniversary liaoz.. *grinx*
n i noe wat i'm getting for anniverysary le..
THX DEAR!!! its reali reali reali reali very sweet of him to do it.. n its my fav somemore!!!! haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:41

finally free to use the net le.. no chance to use the comp.. watching TV n gg out.. cleaning up the hse.. blah blah blah..

kor came home yday!! haha happi.. its nice to hv the whole family tgt..
n tdy, for the 1st time, i actually saw a child gt red packet oso dun wan.. haha my kor can sheng 1 hong bao.. haha so cute lo..

hmz i like my outfit for CNY!! nice nice.. my fav 2 suits now..
n i tink my er-sao so chio.. keke..
hmz i wan go PS's hse bake cheesecake!!!!
but gal, u cnt eat liaoz!!! haha no cheesecake for u..
n i wan go xiang, loo n irene's hse bai nian!! keke.. den we can go ard each other's hse.. mabbe 1 of these days.. can we, gals??!!!

haiz.. so nice to hv CNY.. i luv it!! but sch starting on fri le.. sianz..
if onli i dun hv sch on fri..
but cnt b tan xin!! i oredi skip 2 days of sch cuz of CNY liaoz.. cnt b greedy!! n fri onli gt 2 lecs.. keke..

n.. i'm polite!! hence i dun turn away red packets.. i'm not ($_$)!!!!!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 11:53

blogging in sch rite now.. cuz i came sch rite aft driving lesson n was heng to catch the bus once i reach the bus stop.. hence i was damn early!! reach at 1030 when the lesson's supposed to b at 11..

anyways, i had a very long weekend.. not long as in the time, but alot of things happened.. hmz dun wana go into details la.. dun wana rem it in the 1st place..
rehearsals..
lessons..
long day today as well..
and i started tinking tt mabbe i shldn't have promised to help PS..
no no i'm not starting to shrink responsibility..
i juz think tt mabbe i'm not up to it..

tink the onli nice ting tt happened was sat..
went shopping for CNY clothings.. n dearie paid for it!! haha as my v.day prez..
i noe i noe..
no element of surprise.. aiya nvm la!!m so long couple liaoz stil nid element of surprise mehz?? even if he buy a prez for me oso i will guess it correctly.. haha so its okie..
n i treated dinner as my gift for him.. cuz he say tt'll do.. hmz den okie lo i dun mind.. haha.. dne i dun hafta rack my brains over wat to buy when he oredi has alot of things.. buy until duno wat to buy le la..
n i luv the clothes tt he bought!! haha its 2 tops, actually.. but its very very nice!! hee 1 is red and the other is white wif streaks of reddish-brown.. hee i spent so much on CNy clothings sia.. hee no more shopping for the rest of the half year..

okie i nid to go for lessons le..
CNY is coming!!! so ecxited.. keke.. happi happi..
i cant wait for CNY to arrive!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 10:48

i feel so bad yday.. went out for buffet n was late for rehearsal.. well but anyways, rehearsals nv start on time.. well, not for the time being at least..

i still want to get tarot cards.. haha any1 wants to buy me tarot cards anot?!! hu is the nice soul that left me the tag? shld put name mahz!! hee..

-go lunch- update ltr lahz!! btw, i realised tt peas is actually quite nice.. thx to aloysius's recommendation.. haha

okie.. finish lunch liaoz.. wat was i gg to say huh??

oh ya.. i tink i'm those kind more prone to aneroxia..
haha too fat liaoz..
dun eat can save $$ oso.. -oops-

i stil wan tarot cards.. n i wan to buy a sling bag.. n i wan to buy clothes.. for CNY..

no $$ lahz!!!


+ [A]nGe| @ 13:25

tink i've been thinking too much le..
finally i've sorted things out..
loo!! u're rite.. shld really treasure them.. its been so long, n its a kind of fate..
been really nice to me.. hence i shld really treasure..
n all the frens i hv.. =)
thx.. juz for being willing to b my fren..

oh grt.. i sound so mushy.. -puke-

anyways, i was pangseh-ed for my CH2223 tut.. walau!! there's no tut today lo.. -cracks knuckles- make me waste my time trying to wait.. shld've spent the time eating my lunch.. more useful somemore.. or viewing my CS1105 webcast.. for doing my CS1105 tut.. -oops-

tml gt rehearsal agn!! n meeting him, zhihao, yinghui, aloysius and his gf.. (hmz.. is tt how u spell tt name??) hee but i'll b veh busy.. rushing here n there.. stupid ZH even tell me skip my lec.. I DUN WAN!!! cuz i veh lousy in tt module liaoz, i dun wan to worsen te situation.. but luckily can mk it lahz...

hmz i tink i shld slp early liaoz..
but.. aft reading rene's blog n knowing wat happened today 1st..

btw, i want to get tarot cards leh!! i noe.. tis is veh much unlike the super thrifty me.. (or like wat he ALWAYS say, ngiow) fine la, i noe.. but been wanting to get since like.. *counts* 3 yrs ago!! at SJ island when i saw a senior playing.. hmz but i want a gd set of cards n not those u find at giftland.. okie so i suppose it'll gt really EXPENSIVE.. haha like what i alwiz do.. i'll juz say den nv get it..

to cerise: luv u gal!! yupz!! we'll alwiz b the bez of frens.. hee been wanting to talk to u leh.. hee when both of us free abit we must meet up okie?? as in, lunch n talk and all.. meet up is not equals to lesson time!!!

to yinghui: gal i luv u too!! dun worry.. i'm SO GLAD u're thru with him.. open urself up n stop thinking abt him.. the whole world knows he's not worth it.. and u deserve more den tt.. anyways, will c u tml!!!! ARH!!! SO EXCITED!! haha.. tk care in the meantime okie??

to all my frens: tk care of urself lahz.. luv u all..


+ [A]nGe| @ 23:21

tots juz kip flooding into my brains..
shld cherish them n the 3 yrs we went thru..
of cuz i noe tt!! i really do..
but i just feel so uneasy.. i want to cry..
i feel tt tings r so stable that its scaring me..

wake up, gal!!
tings have changed..
just b glad that we 2 r still on talking terms..
able to send msgs once in a while.. ask abt how each other is feeling now..
i almost crossed tt boundary once..
but i woke up n thankfully tings r stil okie btw us..
i dun wan to b the 1 to cross tt boundary n ruin the silence tt has been gg on for yrs..

wake up, gal!!!
u r not the 1!!!!
its history oredi.. n tings r no longer the same..
juz b glad tt its not worsening..

anyway, i duno if u will read tis..
but i jus want to say thx for everything..
n sry for seemingly wanting to step over tt boundary..
i juz hope tt tings wld remain as they are..
n tt ppl ard me will alwiz b happi n blessed..
promise me we will alwiz b gd frens okie??
n promise tt u will alwiz b happi n fortunate..
promise tt we will not drift apart....
i really treasure tis fren, true to my heart...

n.. to any1 who read tis..
if u want to ask me anything abt tis entry..
pls dun, okie?
lemme b wilful just tis once..
i want to kip tis to myself..
thx...

n yes.. i m envious of loving couples..
those who can hold up their right hand n say tt they truely love the person standing beside them holding their hand..
cuz every next min they mite not do it anymore..
they mite not feel tt anymore..
sometimes i feel tt i shld b true to my feelings..
talk tings out and we'll manage to solve it somehow..
but, how?!!
i dun wan to hurt anybody..
how can i do it w/o hurting anybody???
s**t.. i feel like crying..


+ [A]nGe| @ 23:30

HI THERE!! LEE YONG ZHENG!!!
haha nice fren le ba??? -grinz-
my smileys so nice y u tink irritating..
-so sad-
okie.. DUN BISH ME!!!

anyways, happy belated bday!!!!!!!! =)

hey.. tis is an entry juz for u.. b honoured okie??


+ [A]nGe| @ 22:54