tots juz kip flooding into my brains..
shld cherish them n the 3 yrs we went thru..
of cuz i noe tt!! i really do..
but i just feel so uneasy.. i want to cry..
i feel tt tings r so stable that its scaring me..

wake up, gal!!
tings have changed..
just b glad that we 2 r still on talking terms..
able to send msgs once in a while.. ask abt how each other is feeling now..
i almost crossed tt boundary once..
but i woke up n thankfully tings r stil okie btw us..
i dun wan to b the 1 to cross tt boundary n ruin the silence tt has been gg on for yrs..

wake up, gal!!!
u r not the 1!!!!
its history oredi.. n tings r no longer the same..
juz b glad tt its not worsening..

anyway, i duno if u will read tis..
but i jus want to say thx for everything..
n sry for seemingly wanting to step over tt boundary..
i juz hope tt tings wld remain as they are..
n tt ppl ard me will alwiz b happi n blessed..
promise me we will alwiz b gd frens okie??
n promise tt u will alwiz b happi n fortunate..
promise tt we will not drift apart....
i really treasure tis fren, true to my heart...

n.. to any1 who read tis..
if u want to ask me anything abt tis entry..
pls dun, okie?
lemme b wilful just tis once..
i want to kip tis to myself..
thx...

n yes.. i m envious of loving couples..
those who can hold up their right hand n say tt they truely love the person standing beside them holding their hand..
cuz every next min they mite not do it anymore..
they mite not feel tt anymore..
sometimes i feel tt i shld b true to my feelings..
talk tings out and we'll manage to solve it somehow..
but, how?!!
i dun wan to hurt anybody..
how can i do it w/o hurting anybody???
s**t.. i feel like crying..


+ [A]nGe| @ 23:30