juz found another blue black on my knee..
sometimes i feel tt my blood vessels r so fragile, they break at the slightest touch..
hmz i wonder whether break is the correct word to use..
i haven study for my test.. i'm SHOOO dead tml..

sometimes when a person is disappointed too many times,
he/she decides tt enough is enough..
n decided to put an end to the whole ting..
having placed so much trust n so much confidence n so much hope into it, onli to b disapointed at the end of the day..
it takes courage to stick to ur decision too..
but sometimes it juz gets so tiring..
u feel that the request is not too much, but somehow it juz cant seem to b answered..
juz a small small wish that any simple person can accomplised..
it juz doesn't seem to happen to u till its too late..
n when the person finally heard ur plea despite u repeating it so many times, its too late..
so tired.. so tired..
u dun wana try anymore..
u dun wana cry anymore..
u finally decides tt this is the last time sth lidat is gonna happen..
hence, things start changing..
for the beta or for the worse, u duno..
u juz noe tt, u r suffering..
n tts too much for a person to tk oredi..
i feel..
cuz its too much for me to tk..
i've decided enuff is enuff..
i wan to stop acting like an idiot..
n i've decided tt tings shld finally come to an end..
hence i made a decision..
1 tt will protect me..
n ensure that i will not cry anymore..
i juz hope it is a gd decision..
wish me luck..

i'm hurt..

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:29