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exams r over!!!!!!!!!
exams r over
exams r over exams r over exams r over exams r over!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy!!!!! haha no more studying.. no more feeling guilty when i'm online.. no more feeling guilty when i'm watching TV!!!! hahahahahaha bought a nice nice skirt today.. OP 30% off on bottoms and i think i bought the same skirt as irene!!! haha so farnie... photos of my skirt here....   nice?!! nice weather.. so windy!! haven been feeling so nice weather for a long time le.. its always so hot and stuff.. well to all my friends who are going through a rough patch.. brace up!!! after the rain will come the sunshine.. and maybe the rainbow too.. so stay happy ya? things will pass... be positive.. =) had a nice day today.. after exams went town.. shopping and walked around.. thx to a friend who accompanied me.. =) time to start working and earn some money!!!! + [A]nGe| @ 20:12
BI paper
was looooong..
and i almost couldn't finish.. and its the first paper that took me the whole of my 2hrs to finish.. 1 dialouge, 2 essay, 2 cloze passage, 1 compre.. in 2 hrs!!!! how to finish?!!!!! well i did la.. but.. i rushed through the whole thing lo.. well.. 4 papers down.. 1 more to go!!!! haha and after this sat i'll be free!!!!! i reali hope my econs paper dun gif me prob.. anyone wana date me out on this sat?!! by the way, there is a "look-alike" amazing race event going on in NUS called "Race 3" seems pretty interesting any one interested to take part tell me okay? i'm pretty interested... taking place from 22nd-24th july (fri-sun) but.. $30/pax more details ==> http://nusodac.net/race3/details.htm irene, loo and xiang.. interested ma??? + [A]nGe| @ 12:54
i'm still sad..
yes.. i'm still sad cause of my shinkai hajime...
and i was so sad that i couldn't study last night!!!! oh no!!! but i'll be fine.. after i watch hai tun wan lian ren tonight.. haha i'm a biao zhun de u pin dao tian shi mi.. (quoted from radio ad) in the meantime.. study ba!! there's BI paper tomorrow.. and i gotta settle my password thingy.. -argh- stupid stupid me.. + [A]nGe| @ 11:51
i'm so sad...
i've been sad since 830pm..
when mu chun tuo zai fell off the plane and injured his leg.. n i've been sad from just now till now.. and i'm still sad.. omg... i'm reali in love with him.. how?? i'm not kidding!!!! i reali love him... n i'm so sad that i'm not in the mood to study.. luckily there's no paper tml... did anyone c me on TV? apparently i was on TV.. no i didn't c myself on TV.. rz told me abt it.. its stupid to watch the episode when u've already seen the live version.. but its different when u're in it.. haha so i'm gonna watch the replay tml.. must rem ah, xuanling!! ok i rem!!!! going crazy le.. i'm so sad.. my shinkai hajime injured his nerves and cant fly anymore!!!! =( he must be so sad..... =( + [A]nGe| @ 22:17
well before i took the quiz, i had wanted to be dark chocolate.. well i just like to be different.. i had thought of the results of being "dark chocolate" hmz and come to think of it.. white chocolate is pretty nice too.. + [A]nGe| @ 17:56
something's wrong with the weather..
its been damn hot recently..
wonder what's wrong with the weather nowadays.. hmz i'm kinda in love with mu chun tuo zai.. he's soooo cuuttttteeeee!!!!!!!! 2 papers down.. 3 more to go.. chinese was... oki.. gonna be so dead.. but okie.. pass jiu hao.. the cs paper was.. short.. very short, in fact.. open book somemore.. feels so shuang.. haha brennie even said she wana hug her bag n tk the paper.. its open bk anyway wats.. so it should be okie ma.. LOL tml's gonna be social work.. and i'm still here blogging when i shld be burying myself in piles of books, trying to memorize all the different policies used to help the needy.. -aRgh- toughest paper (chinese) is over.. well.. not the tougest, but the most disliked.. think the toughest gotta be either social work or econs.. econs seems pretty killer... but... there's only so much concepts to memorize.. the rest are all application.. so.. wish me luck ba!! + [A]nGe| @ 23:31
tell me...
what other things interest guys except mahjong, soccer and girls??
is there any other things that guys will do?? anything else that will interest them?? well i really shouldn't be asking this kinda stupid questions its just like asking a girl.. "do you like anything other than shopping, clothes, looking pretty and trying to be slim?" hmz well.. as a matter of fact.. i will alot of girls will say "yes" hahahahahahahaaha... i'm going crazy too le... i hope my friends are all happy in their relationship.. cause it seems like there's quite abit of problems recently.. lets hope everything returns to normal soon.... + [A]nGe| @ 23:46
starting work once exams finish
i know that i sound kinda kiasu to look for a job when my exams have not even started but... but... i'm really excited about this new job!!!!! haha irene can testify to it.. oh.. btw.. thx irene!! for being so nice as to accompany me to town and the interview.. well.. i'm pretty satisfied with the pay.. so don't ask me how much is it ya.. and the name of the shop.. shall not be disclosed.. haha!! -bleah- i'm so excited!!!! can't wait for exams to finish.. hai.. think i'm gonna flunk this sem as well.. + [A]nGe| @ 13:08
i found a job!!!
i got a job with thanks to a friend who hired me!!!
haha now i dont need to flip the papers to look for a job that i want oh did i mention that i'm doing sales? so i'll be busy lo on weekends as well.. something that i've always wanted to do but no chance to.. now i can!! haha.. hmz just for 2.5 mths la.. working for GSS so i'm unemployed when GSS is over.. but i'm okay wth it la =) i'n hired!!! + [A]nGe| @ 12:54
i'm so sad..
have you ever wondered that death could be so near you?
that someome you thought is none of your business can actually cause you sadness?? was reading irene's blog abt the guy who was knocked down by the bus just around the corner from my house. the place i will pass by every week, the junction that i pass by all my life. is the final journey of another person. didn't thought it would be any business of mine. a NSF. but, guys around my age are NSF!! still didn't whether he is from RV. because 2 accidents happened at almost the same time at 2 different places. but, nonetheless, i still feel sad. dying such a horrible death. sometimes life is so fragile that it makes people think. don't you think that it is pointless to be hating someone when life can actually be much more colourful and happy? don't you think that it is better to move on with life rather than to stay at the same point? better to forgive than to hate?? anyway, if anyone had realised, i deleted an entry. the 2nd entry i deleted in 1 day. i really don't know who to believe anymore. so i have learnt to just listen and keep quiet. don't you think that humans are so contradicting? on one hand, you can say that you don't care how people think of you and how people see you. on the other hand you hope that people don't see you in a bad way. hai. i will take loo's advice. study hard!!!!! sch fees are very expensive + [A]nGe| @ 20:40
i just realised that friendster has horoscope readings everyday. and that it is actually quite accurate. it says that i have a bad day. and its true. this is enough to spoil my day already.
maybe i should start to have a circle of trust. well i believe that i already have it. + [A]nGe| @ 00:43
studies studies..
studying is the MOST important thing in my life now..
yupz.. studies.. though i just realised that what i'm going to do in future may well be miles away from what i'm studying now.. haha.. but.. as loo always say.. sch fees are damn ex!!!!! must study hard!!! so that i wont let my parents down.. and wun let the money be spent worthless.. well.. but my progress is slow.. BUT.. slow is better than never.. CF is turning into a BIG event!!! i'm so excited!!! but till now, there's only cerise who is helping me.. =/ thx girl.. i need more people!! argh!! sian.. who can i ask?!!! came back from lot 1 just now.. met up with hy to go mac!! hahathe place for kids!!! but this big kid here is addicted to mac!!!!! arh!!! haha.. and we went arcade agn.. well i didn't play the games that i always play.. well.. i wasn't the 1 playing.. so i shouldn't complain.. and.. and.. i want to buy a pair of sunglass!!!! cuz my er-sao just bought me a red sunglass box. hmzz izit box? container? holder? cover? ah whatever la.. the thing that you put your glasses in.. and this is my wishlist: - a red zip up jacket from 77th street - OP skirt - creative MuVo N200 mp3 player (256MB enough le!) - digicam - if possible, a nice shoulder bag (but i haven't seen any that i like) - oh.. and a redish sunglass.. (redish? hmz shades of red? red? anything la!) okay i know that it sounds like a expensive wishlist.. thats why its a wishlist.. i'll never have them.. haha i wont buy them in the end.. so.. ya i just want to say it out.. haha.. i like to study!! makes me feel useful.. i know.. it sounds weird.. + [A]nGe| @ 23:18
to hell with you..
i don't care what is gonna happen..
and i don't care what you think anymore.. i'm so sick and tired of it, do whatever you want.. you wana try getting snubbed 3 days in a row? you think everything i do is effortless right? i'm not going to do anything anymore.. because stupid me finally realised that it's just me.. stupid me finally realised that there's no point in doing what i'm doing.. if something that you did is not being appreciated, then its something not worth doing.. i don't wana lie alone on my bed and can't get to sleep.. so tada!! here i am.. at least i have haw yng to chat with me.. i don't need you + [A]nGe| @ 23:53
congrats, girl!!!
i dont want to state names..
but hey girl!!!! congrats!! though i still feel that u called to tell me how fortunate you r.. =) i'm really happy to see you so fortunate and happi.. so many bad news recently, and finally something nice happens!!!! keke thanks for letting me be the first to know.. i know how bad you feel, but sometimes, humans just have to be selfish.. I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!! -wide smiles- to salan: thanks girl.. it just feels so blessed that people whom you don't normally speak to shows concern for you.. makes me feel so blessed.. =) i will work hard for my exams from now on.. and i will let anyone down.. especially you.. after all that i have done, i will be letting you down if i don't do well.. i will try my best.. and make everything worthwhile.. you might hate me forever.. but i really miss you at times.. but i will start to treat you with fairness.. i don't want to continue hurting you.. i'm sorry.. + [A]nGe| @ 16:16
对不起
我放弃了我生命中的道明寺。
笨吧？ + [A]nGe| @ 16:36
i know that you hate to hear me say sorry to you..
and i don't know if you will even read this.. but i still want to tell you that i'm sorry.. really really sorry.. i never intended to do this to you.. but i realised that i'm hurting you everyday.. doing the things that i always do.. and i realised that i actually have no control over what is to be done anymore.. i wanted to clarify alot of things.. to let you know that its not what you think.. but.. i think.. suan le ba.. whats the point of clarifying.. i'm sorry i barged into your life and brought you misery.. i will leave your life and i will not disturb you anymore.. thats my promise to you.. i'm really sorry.. + [A]nGe| @ 10:30
my life is so messed up
there's so many things to worry...
top of the list is my wound.. its really a very bad wound and its beginning to scare me.. 2nd is my studies, which i just seem to keep making a mess of.. next is you-know-what-it-is-if-i-told-you-before.. and the stupid electricity cut had to add on to it!!!!!! i'm so frustrated.. sry if i've been rude, mommy.. i want to talk.. i don't know who can help me.. =( + [A]nGe| @ 23:23
忘不了 昨晚下了一场雨让我 忽然梦里见到你 分手两年后我还是想着你 我在一个咖啡店 透过玻璃窗往外望 为什么人总要等到 失去才珍惜 搁浅 我只能永远读着对白 读着我给你的伤害 + [A]nGe| @ 13:22
happi!!!!!!!
cerise!!!! i read ur blog.. ya i was happy to finally be able to chat with you and share our opinions... and get some help from you.. about what i should do.. about what should be done.. i guess u're the first one i talked to ba.. =)
and it feels great to skip the TC class that day!! haha finally can chat tgt.. =) though the Ibu dont seem very happy.. haha but.. i dont care!!! we shall meet up more after exams oki?? actually right.. i feel like going to brennie's hse 1 of these days!!! haha mabbe can stay overnight or something lidat.. errr.. duno whether can anot.. just a thought.. maybe we can do something about the idea?? went WRL to study today.. finally did some studying.. =) wendy was a good motivation.. haha but she's not gg tml.. so i oso dun feel like going le.. =/ and haw yng joined us after that.. haha thx!! its nice to see you aft so long.. =) thx for the badge.. thx for coming all the way down.. and thx for the fries.. haha.. and thx for helping me finish my McDippers.. i still dont know what i want.. i'm really sorry.. i know that i'm being very unfair to you.. sorry.. by the way... I ALMOST WON 4D!!!!!!!! 1ST PRIZE!!!!! $2000!!!!!!!!!!!! -seh- + [A]nGe| @ 23:06
i'm still thinking..
thank you cerise!!!
i had a really nice chat with you just now.. its been so long since i chatted with you.. and its always a nice feeling.. =) and i miss jingyun.. i always talk to these 2 girls about my problems.. JY!!! where are you?!!! i miss u!!!!! haha anyway, i was thinking when i was bathing just now.. (think straight!!!!!) and somehow i think i'm getting somewhere.. ya.. the problem lies with what i want.. cerise is right.. its all the timing's fault.. if only it happens a few years later.. then i can be sure of the outcome.. what do i really want?!!!!! i'm still thinking.. + [A]nGe| @ 20:54
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