going to celebrate my gram's bday today at her house.. just gonna order a buffet loh..

been working for these past few days.. been really busy 'cause of the GSS.. even had to go back and work last minute cause Anis called and say that they're really busy as there is alot of people!! so i told her i can only reach at 5pm and Maria said okie.. from this can see that they're really short-handed.. actually Anis asked if i can work today, but i cant.. felt bad so i decided to go back to work yday despite the short notice..

so sorry, loo and irene.. pangseh-ed you all halfway AGAIN.. -argh- must really find 1 day to go shopping and slack around with you all.. hee but glad to meet up!

did something really stupid yday and i decided that that was out of the norm.. wasn't feeling very well these few days.. and i guess that was the reason.. but well, quoting from xiauting.. i m stronger.. -nods head- i hope she stays stronger too! -hugs-

called brennie and had a nice chat.. feels really nice to talk to her after not contacting after her last paper (ie. BI).. found out alot of things.. and i really really don't understand how can there be such a bastard around in this world??!! and from now on.. i will only restrict my usage of vulgarities to these type of guys.. (which i think there won't be another in Singapore, bacause its really 1 in a million.. okay maybe there will be around 2 more) how can a guy do things thats so below a human's integrity?!! the motive is even more disgusting.. he'd better not run into me!!! i'll bash him till he never wished he lived.. (hopefully i can do it) -sheesh-

girls!! let's stay strong!! haha girl power..
hmz.. i wana bake something.. but dont know what to bake also.. -ponders-

and i wana tell qixiang that you have been great.. and that i truely understand your situation.. but please take care of yourself ya? saw you yday and you look really frail.. pls take care and don't fall ill ya?

+ [A]nGe| @ 13:20

for the 1st time in 1 weeks' time, i get to sleep until 9+ in the morning without having to worry about being late!!!! -whee!!- i know that it doesn't sound long, but you people who have been slacking all this time after exams finish, try it!! -bleah- =)

haha anyways, my conclusion is that, having a break from work is nicceeee

and having people like JY and kim visit me during work is niccceee too!!!!!
haha and of course coupled with nicey girls like siwei.. -GRINS-
but its not nice to know that while i've been slogging my guts out trying to serve, they're out shopping!!!! -grinds teeth-

haha but i still have a long list of things to do.. -sians-
like trying to get together things for CF..
which i have to settle by sat but i haven't touched anything!!!! -argh!!-

and everyday got work to do.. its either tuition or UCB.. no time for myself at all!! no time for shopping!! but well.. no work = no money = no shopping anyways..
so.. work hard, xuan!!!! =)

list of things that i want:
1) a nice and cheap belt
2) a big red shoulder bag with longer 'handles'
3) naturo dvd!!!

yups i think thats about it.. already have a nice nice jacket that i simply love!!!! -muacks muacks-

and i think that NS should ban smoking.. -shrugs-
oki gotta eat lunch and rush for tuition... MANY tuitions waiting for me....
-sighs-
no time for myself....

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:35

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CERISE!!!!!!
hope you like the present that we bought for u!!! hee and now we can walk around the campus wearing the same jacket!!!! -grinx-
hope we didn't step on ur toes today.. hmz.. and sorry to bore you with the naruto stuff.. hee paiseh ah..

finally met JY's bf today.. wanted to tail them.. but guess they still manged to get away from us!! haha..

been so tired working everyday.. ya ya.. the only thing that's motivating me is the money that's gonna come into my pocket when i get my pay!!! -haha-
hmz its kinda fun serving customers actually.. especially when they buy something from u..

saw 1 of my customers @ suntec today.. when we were waiting for liling and huili outside kenny rogers.. he and his friend walked past and saw them.. and he remembers me too!! haha tts nice..

saw jessica @ milenia walk.. eh.. is that how you spell it?? *oops*
she's working there!! haha its nice to c her aft so long.. though she dont remember my name.. -_-" to think i still saves her number in my phone!!! ya she rem me but she dun rem my name.. she went, "eh! i rem!! but i dun rem ur name!! she me ling de.. sry ah.. wo zhi ji de yi qian wo hen xi huan ni gen cerise de!"

ya she's a very cute girl.. and i still have the 'card' that she gave me when she was in SA.. she's such a bubbly girl.. =) i hope her appeal is successful.. =)

and PS!! i miss her..

and irene!!! i haven seen u online in ages!!!! what happened to you!!! you used to be always online!!!! i miss you too!!

and loo!!! exams over liao right?? today last day right?!! must go out oki?!!!

i dont think i can go for the sentosa thingy.. sorry hy.. sry girls.. i just remembered that i have a CF meeting that day morning.. unless i meet you all after your tannig session? =) hee.. for lunch, maybe?!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:23

have been SO BUSY these few days..
working.. driving, tuition, CF blah blah blah...
making me so tired..

esp today and yday.. yday reached home at 1am!!! OMG.. cause gotta pack store and tag the new prices for today's sale... so tdy's the official day of sale.. and gotta reach @ 730am this morning.. so i onli have a few hrs of slp and make my parents so worried abt me.. always feel so bad when i reach home late and they specially wait up for me simply cause i'm not home and they're worried.. when they usually sleep so early.. and they're always the 1st to wake up in the family.. so.. when i get little sleep.. they get even lesser sleep than me..

i love my parents and i feel so bad...

and i love my bed too!!! haha so tired.. i want to slp early..

i hope that tomorrow will be a good day.. and hope that everything will turn out fine tml..
PLS!!!!!

okie i'm gonna watch naruto.. *winks to irene*
i hope disc 2 comes back soon...
i feel like burning the disc.. izit possible, irene??? =)

UCB got up to 70% discount ah... feel free to drop by!! haha...

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:08

is over long ago... -oops-
but cause of exams and everything we only managed to celebrate today..
so hope you enjoyed urself today girl!!!
haha and ur grilled chicken..

and while calling her we had a good laugh..
conversation goes like this..

me: hey girl we order le leh.. what you want we help you order 1st la oki?

huili: orh ok lo.. i want anything that's chicken

me: lidat ah.. eh.. chicken cutlet ok?

huili: (screams) i don't want chicken cutlet!! got anything else anot?

me: eh.. you want ribs anot??

huili: huh?? ribs??

(explanantion: cause she wants chicken remember?? so by asking her whether she want ribs, it means whether she wants 'chicken ribs', when i really meant pork ribs =x)

me: orh sorry sorry... grilled chicken ok??

huili: orh ok lo ok lo..

haha.. oh and i bought a jacket!!! like.. finally.. its nice!! i like it..
though it has a combination of hot pink (which i'd really prefer red), it looks cool with black..
oh though they thought the brown 1 looks nice.. i still prefer the black.. hee..

really enjoyed the dinner with them.. and the trip back home with JY..
haven't chatted with her for a long time..
haven't written in a long time too.. i miss her letter.. haha
and.. cerise!!!! my letter's missing too!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 23:32

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

i just love this song!! anyone has the mp3 can send me??

+ [A]nGe| @ 23:19

been runnimg around these few days and i'm sooo tired..
tues: driving and tuition
wed: work
thurs: work
fri: gym in the morning, driving, tuition
sat: work

finally i get to rest and watch tv and come online -whew-
at last i got to do some workout.. haha so happy..
when i feel that i have exercised.. *grinz*
and i'm starting to get the hang of the job.. the long hours of standing..
but was having quite bad backaches this afternoon during work.. no idea whether is it caused by the long hrs of standing or by yday's gym???

but i'm still happy today..
cause a customer said that i have a nice smile and that i'm very 'guai'
(cause i said welcome and bye to her.. which we're supposed to say.. *oops*)
but.. she said i have a nice smile!!! -over the moon-

and i was really unlucky yesterday..
waiting long for the bus to irene's hse and i was late..
then driving at the circuit was pretty horrible.. all i remember was that i kept on saying 'sorry sorry'
then after my driving it was pouring cats and dogs.. and i gotta travel to Guilin View for tuition.. which is really just a 5 mins walk..
but it felt like an hr!! i was so totally drenched with an unbrella that betrayed me when i need it most..
so the 1st thing i did when i reached home was to open the rubbish bin and teared as i said goodbye to her.. (i believe its a 'her) but well.. its gone now.. after serving me faithfully for 7 yrs..
okie tts about all..

and today is a pretty nice day..
even met yunping on the way home after work..
walked her home.. and she almost intro-ed me as her new bf.. -just kidding-
(her mom knows me la!) -_-""

i want to bake a cake for my mommy tomorrow.. i hope i succeed..

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:40

i feel like talking to some 1..
but i don't know who i can talk to @ 12mn
i came online to talk..
but it dun seem like its gonna help...
i'm suffocating..

some things should be better left untouched

you don't understand what i mean..
when i say that i want to let nature take its own course..
forget it..

n i love my sales job..
i love to interact with people..

+ [A]nGe| @ 00:19

i'm in love with him..
and i am still sad..
whenever i watch the commercial i just feel like crying..
=(

and besides that.. i'm VERY in love with kimura takuya (木村拓哉)

okie he's supposed to be lying on the sand, but i thought its pretty difficult to see his pretty pretty face like that so i rotated the pic so that all kimura takuya lovers out there can see more clearly..

n i realised something..
i think that guys with short hair looks nicer..
haha change in taste..
they look 'cleaner' with short hair..
and you can see the features better..
of course, it varies with people..

+ [A]nGe| @ 10:19