now i can sell it when she becomes Jue Dui Superstar!
(that was SY's idea. not my fault!!!!)


she's in heavy makeup with hiphop attire. dun be mistaken she don't walk ard in heavy makeup. its cuz she has dance performance that day tts y. =)
***note ben's shirt (trying to tell us he's Guards. we know liaoz la! work the same amt of s**h as Commandos and receive the same amt of pay as Infantry ma. we know!!) -oops-

and i just realised that SY saw huajie and gang while we were leaving!!!!! -hmph!!- why i never see?!!! y u never tell me?!!!! haha kidding kidding..

there's a sale going on in NUS Central Forum!! no no not the normal kind of sale. its an apparels sale. sell clothes!! how cool is that?!
and its not the normal clothes.
its Fox, U2, G2000 and Nike!!!
going at ridiculous prices. but i didn't buy anything. -haha-
cuz not really very nice.

telling irene about 'the maid' now.
ya i watched it.
its nice

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:26

i finally found out the way to view the photos! (-oops- i'm an IT idiot too)
anyways, looking @ the photos and i can't imagine you leaving us~!!!
must must must keep in contact ok? ok ok?? ok ok ok???

hey girl YOU ARE THE STAR OF THE NIGHT LO!!
and i don't look sweet at all.. thx for the praises anyway (who can look sweeter than you?) haha

ok i'm gonna kop the photos and upload them into my blog.. haha
enjoy!
oh btw, i love kc's captions! esp the 1 abt ben! -oops-


firstly, it is the photo of our dear beloved PW group named Persephone. its supposed to be the name of a Greek Goddess of Birth (our PW is on declining birth rate). turns out that we made a big mistake (i think). but well, its a nice name anyway


all the girls took a photo (not in photo: pretty hiphop babe xinxian! that girl left early. so kexi! if not can save her photo. in future when she become Jue Dui Superstar, all of us can start selling her photo for a living! -oops-)


the only photo i have taken with this sweet girl here in my entire 20 years =x haha exaggeration. just that we have never taken a photo thats just the 2 of us! this is a good keepsake!


KC says that ben always keeps the same hairstyle. -nods head-
and she says that ben looks taller simply 'cause of his hairstyle -nods head harder-


all the guys present for the gathering. i wonder y must MH and BX have the same pose? hmmm
(ben was made to stand in front 'cause andy blocked him) =x

aiya forgot to buy 4D! 1st time so many ppl turned up for a gathering after leaving SA. esp since ppl like KC KateCatz, Mr MouHua and all those who seldom come came. (though we had to wait very long -_-")

on the other hand, those who always turn up for gatherings didn't come!
its nice to see them all

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:35

was supposed to mit @ Suntec Marche for dinner at 630
note the bolded time.
but some guy hor came so late leh! (ie Mr MH)
actually he's being pointed out for being the latest. but our dear female star (erm hem) was just a little earlier than him tts all.
so we waited for ard 1 hr for every1 to reach. (cuz Marche don't let us go in unless every1 is present)
but well the queue looks abit frightening. though we're on the waiting list but it still looks scary. so we switched to Crystal Jade Kitchen.
think the staff there hates us. we're creating so much noise and obstructing their passage way with all the photo taking and we seem like we don't feel like paying and leave even though we've finished our food a long time ago. -oops- =x
haha now you know why they hate us right?

yupz we took alot of photos. but i didn't bring camera. so have to figure out a way to access to KC's photos so that i can 'kop'..
was basically talking to qiyue all the while. haha 2 san ba.
and stupid qiyue can't remember names.
she can't remember my name as well -_-"
haha but now she remember liaoz la.
no no she remember faces. just the she can't remember the names. =D i don't blame her. i think its so hard to blame her for anything.

after going for so many gatherings, i realise alot of things and wonder about so many things.
like, if i ever hold a birthday celebration, i wonder how many people would turn up.
and if i leave for overseas, i wonder how many people will turn up for farewell.
hmmm and i wonder how many people treat me as their buddies.
and i wonder, how many people will think of me when they need some1.
i'm not that zhong yao actually, to anyone (well maybe my parents -oops-)

hey girl we will miss you alot so update your blog whenever possible ok?
and remember to visit during ur hols (make announcement la then can meet up ma)
and keep the presents well! i hope you like it

oh, and although i didn't receive the sms, but thx colleen! for wishing me happy birthday as well!!
to all who msg me happy birthday, thx alot. i really appreciate it.
and sorry i never reply. wasn't really in the condition to do so.
anyway, THANKS!

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:46

haha finally after a loooonnnnnng time, i've cut my hair!!
couldn't stand having to wait for houuurrrs for my hair to dry after washing, and eventually gotta go to slp with not-so-dried hair.
so therefore, i've decided to go to the hairdresser!!

and TADA! i have a new hairdo! (not really new, actually. i merely cut it slightly shorter)
and now i'm still getting used to it..
it seems kinda short to me, though my mom reassured me that it looks ok, not short at all

i hope she's not lying =x

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:33

its raining now and i gotta leave for school..
kinda hates my timetable..
well no choice.. at least its better than coming back to school on a fri when its my free day..
and the stupid lecturer had to make things worse by not putting up the lecture notes..
i hate inefficient lecturers.. -oops-
i have lessons lo!! u think i can sit around the whole day and wait for you to up the lecture notes ah? -BiSh-

been still so tired recently..
just feel like sleeping whenever i have the chance to..
fell asleep at 9 yday and woke up @ 1030 to watch my Justice Bao..
wanted to wake up at 615 today to go jogging but i was too tired..
slept till 740.. =x
-tired-

maybe i shall go jogging tomorrow instead..

raining raining raining..
rain rain go away
come again tonight..

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:42

i know its 1 day after my birthday, but you cant really blame me.
i wasn't really at home for the past 2 days.
spent like barely 1 hr at home even..

this yr's birthday is the most unhappy 1 spent, but yet the mopst meaningful 1.
well i won't really say unhappy, cause i had a really great time with my cousins (esp weirong. hong hong, alvin n hanjie) haha the same old click.. but its really a interaction time with the cousins and realised how much i really love and treasure them.
all of us are so filial.

and i wana say thank you to all who msg-ed me to wish me happy birthday.
its not in order ya?

cerise, SS, SY, andy, huajie, liling, kim, JJ, irene, loo, peggy, jo, PS, brennie, my bro n er-sao.

yupz tts about it. THANK YOU!!!!! oh and i left out alvin, weirong n hong hong who wished me happi birthday on the spot.

i received alot of msgs at ard midnight. i suspect its cuz every1's watching Project Superstar and shun bian msg me since they're still awake -oops-
i mean, THANKS!!!!

i'm begenning to miss my cousins.
well, all except 1.
and i believe all cousins know which 1 i'm talking about. -haha-
-shh-

+ [A]nGe| @ 17:13

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!
i have a 5 day week!!!!! my timetable is sucky as it is already and now i have a 5 day week?!!!!!! i cant believe it!!!!!

this is a bad year..
i can't even pass my birthday in peace
feel like killing myself

+ [A]nGe| @ 12:11

THE BLOODY HELL CORS TUT BALLOTING SYSTEM IS TAKING AGES TO LOAD AND I DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF TIME TO WAIT FOR IT TO SLOWLY LOAD!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMMIT

+ [A]nGe| @ 09:18

it's so expensive to study in university!!!!!
all the book are so expensive!!!!
and each module must buy a text when i don't even know whether i will really use it!!!!!
and each text cost me so much!!!!!!

I AM BROKE!!!!!!!

dammit

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:29

i tot i sounded pretty harsh n u sounded pretty pissed.
sorry about it.

+ [A]nGe| @ 00:19

attention to all Inuyasha fans:
the last episode of Inuyasha Season 2 is ending on the coming friday (ie my birthday!!)
what a great birthday gift Arts Central is giving me huh.
(sarcastic)

i want to carry on watching Inuyasha!!
just when i am still upset and wallowing over Zuo Wei's disappearance, they got to do this to me. -urgh-

i think Shaman King is ending soon too.
Season 1 is coming to an end too.

oh the anime series replacing Inuyasha is Peace Maker.
it's staged in the beginning of Meiji Era (i'm so glad it sounded familiar. else i'll be so letting my JS tutor down)
the synopsis is as below:

The anime TV series Peacemaker is another show dedicated to the wise and rich history of Japan. Taking place during the very beginning of the Meiji Era (approx. late 1860s), this anime follows a boy struggling with his humanity within a society where one's life can be taken away in a mere instant. Amidst all of this is Peacemaker's main character, Tetsunosuke Ichimura, a young man attempting to join the Shinsengumi--a group of elite swordsman assassins--in order to seek revenge on those who tarnished his family's honor. As is such, animation fans in the west are anticipating a high quality transltion for this title. The English language cast list for the Japanese animated series Peacemaker is filled with numerous actresses and actors, experienced and with much ambition.
Although fictional in its presentation, the anime is based on true accounts; an interesting fact that will have several anime fans interested in the show. Absorbing and unique, this Japanese animated samurai television series gives viewers a little bit of history and some modern comedy for Peacemaker's Tetsu is an interesting character that fans will surely love.

well they better make sure i really love it!
i will miss Inuyasha. but i'm watching it, so not so sad.

but i really really miss Zuo Wei.
however, i believe that.. even though they're seperated forever, their hearts will always be together.
Sai will always live in Hikaru's heart.
They will always be together.

+ [A]nGe| @ 01:12

this kind of sadness is even greater than when Tian Ya disappear (in Jiang Shi 3)

cause this time round, Zuo Wei (Sai) disappear.
he left Ah Guang (Hikaru).
disappeared into thin air.
just like that.

i miss Zuo Wei.
i miss the times when he quarrel with Ah Guang.
i miss the times Ah Guang will turn around and ask Zuo Wei how did he fare.
i miss the times when they would play in Ah Guang's room.
i miss the times when Zuo Wei pesther Ah Guang to let him play.
i miss the times when Zuo Wei scolds him 'Chou Ah Guang!!!'

i miss Zuo Wei.
but he's not gonna come back anymore.

+ [A]nGe| @ 18:52

school has started but i still seem so free.
with no notes to print and wondering whether there is lecture going on.
especially when i only have 1 lecture 1 per day.
sucky timetable. -yucks-

i wonder whether i have lecture today.
no notes is up.
stupid lecturer.

+ [A]nGe| @ 10:47

salute to all marching in the contingent. COOL~!!!
i just love watching the parade. different from others. i know i know.
and the fireworks was so cool!!!! so pretty!!!!!!!!

but it was a yi han that i cant watch it @ Padang.
well, it's over now. looks like i wont go to the carnival @ marina this year and watch the fireworks. haha

anybody wana date me on my birthday?

i guess i have been 'put aeroplane' by people till i kinda sian.
hopefully the plan to go sentosa this sat will go on as usual n i would turn up. haha
if i don't turn lazy and decide to sleep in on sat morning.

i want to go jogging tml morning!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:42

i want to go NDP this year. but, plans called off.

disappointed

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:14

Happy Birthday to JINYGUN!!!!!!
hahaha same bday as Singapore.
wonder whether i can go watch NDP. feel like going, but dont know whether the tix is still available. hey friend, can confirm with me? haha.

i'm listening to 'zhu wo shen ri kuai le' by landy now.
haha what an irony.

a friend has decided to go to HK to continue her studies. haiz i believe we will miss her so much. after so long she has finally decided to leave Singapore.
hey girl, if you're reading this.
WE WILL MISS YOU!!!
hopefully we can visit you in HK soon.
hmz maybe for our next 02s81 outing we can organise a trip to HK.
hha hopefully can get a discounted price for the air ticket.

waiting for my friend's reply. wonder whether the tix is still available. no reply!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 10:41

everything needs money!! school starting le. and i just realised that the bad thing about is that i gotta start buying textbooks!! i hope i don't really have to buy. and even if i want to buy 2nd hand text, it seems impossible. they use different textbook!! ARGH!!! irritating.. textbooks are so expensive!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:51

SO FUN!!! haven seen those guys (and girls) since so long ago! everyone changed so much! haha.. i always disappear after the KTV session so i never really hanged around.. but today we went from Lucky Chinatown to Cineleisure basement to 5th flr. chatted for a long long time ah! its nice.. abit stoned initially.. but when its just left with me n sheng n xian, we talked ALOT of the things that happened in the past. from weiming to implanters to coming up with all the members of each PW group to JY n MH and alot others.. and talking about things that happened in the past.. haha its a really nice feeling.. me n SY were even talking of holding a 2E4 class gathering..

well since 4E5 has no hope of any class gathering liaoz. mabbe we can try 2E4. afterall, most of the 2E4 ppl either went 4E2 (SY's class) or 4E5 (my class). so we presume it shld be pretty easy. and we can link from 1 to the other and soon almost the whole class should be there! haha so exciting! and we exchanged MSN and i got SY's blog (which means that i can link to alot of people).

wow i really missed out on alot when i 'disappear' straight after K.

its nice meeting up with cerise, JY, SS, SY, BX, ben n alex.

and SY's mouth is still as 'strong mint' as ever.
its nice to talk about the past. so memorable.
I MISS JC!!!!

went to find loo after that. her hair is nice!! colour is nice.. i oso want to do my hair =x

and i hope ben is alright. things will change and fade with time. i hope that things can get better. =>

+ [A]nGe| @ 15:25

i don't know what else i can do for her.. pls girl. we love you so much. so don't do anything that will make us sad ok?

but things are turning for the better. i'm glad.

and finally i've finished bidding.. horrible horrible timetable. 4 days. -yucks-

i have changed. ya i guess i feel it too.

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:39

i feel like a lousy friend..

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:37

i was reading jd's blog and he was talking about his attachment to NCC.. and reading him talk about how he feel when he see those kids doing what they did in BMT reminds me of my SJAB days..

i really miss the days when we would stay back in school after parade and interact with the seniors.. and simply cause we're more familiar with the seniors, we're being targetted at.. which i don't think is fair..

i miss the times when i would skip recess and practice drill outside 1E4 classroom with zhebin and brian.. and cause they move faster in drill they teach me ahead.. and i've always been proud of my own drill.. because i have a brother in SJAB and i feel that i should be the best.. and how the few of us would be so excited once its friday.. because there's parade the next day.. and we would excitedly go back home to polish our boots.. and once again because of my brother, i always make sure that my boots are SHINY.. of course not jeffrey quek's standard la!!

came Inspection Nite '98.. it was so glamorous and seniors are leaving us for the 1st time.. how we were put in charge of our own item and had to cheorograph the dance ourselves.. the night was so glamorous and unforgettable.. how we stayed up through the night and how i chatted with him.. and how something terrible happened during dawn.. and how i dozed off during Mr Koh's debrief though i was in the 1st row.. =x

soon we took our 1st aid test.. i still remember how i memorize those notes.. every single sign and symptom.. the whole process of CPR.. i wanted to be in the comp team.. i wanted to be No1.. that was my aim, as well as Zhebin's.. we had the same goal and we worked towards it..

i wasn't No1.. sad, mabbe.. but things change and i knew that Jo can lead us well.. she just needs more confidence.. i still remember the 1st time we took part in 1st aid comp.. cousin Weirong was there as a competitor as well.. it was another memorable experience.. how we cried and hugged tgt.. how my skirt split during the drill.. =x and how we celebrated.. and how he cried when he lost the competition.. how Zhebin's team cried as well.. and how they flunk the casualty transportation..

and soon we experienced recruitment campaign.. i tink my batch was the last to go through such tough training.. i don't think much people will believe that we girls had to carry 2 canteen tables at 1 time.. and the poor trophy committee.. looking at them suffering at every exhibition was terrible.. but hey! Uniform is not easy also ok?? doing all those things you guys in NS will never have imagined sec sch students doing.. it was TOUGH.. running from the hall down to the basement to carry tables and benches.. (not classroom tables ok? is those canteen tables) running up with the tables and benches to set up stall.. laying out the tablecloth and making sure that it is nice and neat.. putting up the letterings and setting up everything within a given time.. and most of the time we would end up in pumping position.. up down up down again and again.. and then after we set up stall we have to change from uniform to display costume.. have to scream over and over again.. and how he taught me how he screamed.. haha.. ya we gotta practice screaming.. and after we clear display and rescue mission gotta chiong to the toilet to change to concert costume.. after concert finish liaoz gotta 'quietly' go back to join in the exhibition..

u think its miraculous that we have huge numbers every year during recruitment campaign? no lo! its made up of blood and sweat and money (letterings, labels and costume all nid money leh!!)

we went through so much.. and i still remember how happy we were when Mr Koh praised us for our marching in the hall when we were in Sec1.. and we believed that was why he doted on us.. (well i think he did)

but things changed.. year by year the situation deteriorated.. zhebin soon dropped out.. and zhifen.. suhua.. jo.. soon its just the few of us.. and we had to deal with all the power struggle.. its so tiring.. until i don't even want to go anymore.. so what if i did so much?? its not gonna be appreciated.. so what if i did so much for the concert committee during Inspection Nite'2002?? no1 will see how me and peggy were spraying colour on the mahjong paper at 10pm at my block's void deck.. and no1 will see me doing lettterings for the concert until 3am.. and no1 will see how me and peggy have no time to polish our boots or even wash up on the day itself.. -yucks- but it was a good show.. and i'm really proud of it.. and all those who gave me help.. to set up the lightings.. to help put up the letterings.. to help coordinate the concert.. to help make the concert a success.. i couldn't have done it alone..

and also thanks to kelly for trusting that i can do it and gave me the big responsibility..

although i had hated life there towards the end.. i'm glad i was there in the 1st place.. and i would still encourage people to join uniform group.. you will experience another kind of life others will not get at sec sch.. and esp to girls.. it may be tough, but it makes you tougher.. and to guys.. it will help you to adapt to NS life more easily.. well my brother seems lidat.. haha..

i never regretted joining Swiss SJAB..
i only regret that i didn't put in more to make them stay..
and regretting how much it has changed and not the same anymore..

i love it so much.. and love it for all the memories and all the friends gained..
haha longest entry in a long time liaoz..
-oops- i think i say too much.. if you think its crap, sorry ah.. =)

i think its amazing what time does to your memories.. things that i used to hate have become my greatest memory..
and how we break camp.. and how we shouted 'ROOM!'.. and how we clean our bunks.. and how we were 'tortured' during the start of the camp.. how we owed too much pumpings till they were too much to clear and we had to do 'twinkle twinkle little star'.. and the night hike.. and exercise nightingale.. and how zhebin would rather die than jump from the '6 foot wall' and how he refused to do 'suicide window' when i tot its so fun!! so much memories!!!
i tink i gotta mit up jo 1 of these days.. miss her so much!!

and i wana thank my brother.. its because of him that i joined SJ.. and luckily, i dont really have regrets now.. back then, i did.. but not now..

oh.. and there's SJ Island stories..
-urphs- overload liaoz.. shall save it in my memories.. haha
but the 1st year i went was the MOST memorable.. when i was in sec 1..

to all who went through the same thing i did.. CHEERS!! we survived!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:23

my birthday always clashes in with lunar 7th month..
this yr is even worse..
august 19th = lunar 7 yue 15 (middle of the month)

looks like my parents ain't gonna be free to celebrate with me liaoz..
and.. my mom's always not free on my chi birthday!!!! -soBz-

but.. i still like my birth date.. haha

+ [A]nGe| @ 19:16

after neglecting him for so long.. he's back in my brains again..
switch on my PC and he's all over the place..
I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH!!!!

and my blog.. i just keep staring at my blog.. esp the primary page..
i just love him so much...

i'm hooked on him.. =x

and people.. feel free to tag lehz.. my tagboard very empty lehz.. -winkx-

+ [A]nGe| @ 00:15

i hate bidding!!! headache!!!! i have no idea what to bid for!!!! i'm still short of 2 modules and i have absolutely no idea what else i can take!!! all the nice modules have super high bid points..
and the timing clashes.. i want a 3 day week!!!!

this really SUCKS!!!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:34

ok i have this feeling that this skin will be replaced soon.. haha..
i like the Inuyasha pictures that i've put up..
the words in the primary page are from Kikyo.. but i've put the words together with the picture of Inuyasha and Kagome.. a BIG disservice to Kikyo..
SORRY KIKYO!! -oops-

anyways, enjoy the pictures ya?
and i didn't enable comments this time round.. cause i tot it looks kinda out of place..
but i've changed the tagboard host.. so just leave ur comments on the tagboard...

my template nice ma??
-haha-
i love the pictures!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 13:47