hmz my termbreak is over. so is my weekend.
finally going back to school tomorrow. i won't say i'm looking forward to it.
kinda dreading it, actually.
'cause my schoolwork is bad so i hate school. =x

well the weekend was good time spent with my family, at least. hee
my brother bought me wrist rest for the keyboard n mouse!!
'cause he went Funan on sat, so i asked him can keep a lookout for me.
and he bought it for me, not taking a single cent from me.
i love my brother (not just because he bought me things ok?)

and my parents are going Thailand!!!
i want to go too.. =(
but i've got lessons. so i can't go.
well it'll be good for my parents to go on a trip together. since they haven't been on 1 for quite some time.
but.. but..
i haven't been on a trip for a even longer time!!!
i want to go overseas for a trip!!!
i want to go Redang. -hee-
i want to go Taiwan, HK, Thailand!!!!
-sigh-

anyway, my brother paid for their deposit.
see, ain't my brother nice??
i love my brother -GRINS-

school tomorrow.
-argh- dreading school.

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:41

suddenly, it came
just as suddenly, it has left.
my term break.
where have you gone to?
please come back soon!!!

life during term break was heaven.
which means that life after the term break is gonna be hell.
since i haven done much of the readings that i'm supposed to have done!!!
-oh no-
i'm so dead.

well at least i finished the 'book-carrying behaviour' data collection.
hey its not as easy as you thought it might've been ok?
students nowadays doesn't seem to like carrying books.
and they still act like when we were kids.
running away from the fast food restaurant when you saw the cute guy you had a crush on eating in the fast food!!!!!!!!!!
accelerated heartbeat, increased breathing rate, flushed skin.
(that guy is so cute!!!) <== screams inside the head of the girl

we're so past that stage now. haha
but isn't it nice to have some1 you just feel like running away from cause you're so paiseh to see the person cause u have a crush on him!!!
trying hard to act nonchalent when you really care about the person.
okay like i said, i'm so past that stage now.

i feel like watching 'shen hua'
looks nice.
i like Jin Xi Shan.
she's so pretty!!!

and i like Cui Peng too.
he's so cool!!!
ncie voice. nice singing.
hmmm

i want to 'kop' songs from hy!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:15

the long awaiting term break is finally here!!!
so happy!!!
been so tired out the previous week over the never-ending list of readings and projects and presentations.
feeling abit worn out. now finally i can rest!! so happy!!

promised myself to catch up with my work during this term break.
but, its sunday already and i haven't really done anything concrete. =friday went back to school and Chinese Garden with my parents.
Saturday went to my grandma's place and reached home only to the horror that my brothers and their wives are coming over for dinner!!!
my mom hasn't prepared anything!!!
being the only daughter in the family, i got to help out.
so i finally had my breather around dinner and watched TV!!

and now i feel like watching Inuyasha!!
(though i just watched a few episodes just now after lunch)
but i've completed lang thingy! left with only the dev. psych thingy to finish up then i can start on my readings!! and finally understand what has been going on in class. -oops-

and the stupid book-carrying behaviour data collection.
why do i suddenly realise that school is actually very hectic???
-sigh-
maybe i have been slacking too much for the past 1 yr. -guilty-
and come to think of it, i haven't seen brennie around for a very long time.
though we share 3 lec, but i haven't seen her for quite some time.
-shakes head- i didn't skip any lecture.

ok back to my own stuff!!
back to some more Inuyasha!! -oops-
and maybe some studying later.. -GRINS-

+ [A]nGe| @ 16:00

extra and useless
can't seem to be able to contribute

life sucks

+ [A]nGe| @ 01:05

i slept at 430am.
said good morning to my dad when he woke up.
i wonder whether i will have the same kind of energy as i did yesterday.
starting to feel a little tired.
oh man

starting to feel the strain in uni.
been really trying to study hard and doing all the work that i can.
maybe i'm really just not cut out for studying
all the trying-to-catch-up-with-my-work is tiring me out.
thank god for the term break
else i think i'm gonna break before the exams are even near

i wonder whether all working people sound so formal in their emails/SMS.
my brother n his colleague sound equally formal in their replies.
=
i need rest
loonnng day that starts at 8am and ends at 630pm tomorrow.
with 2 tutorial group presentation meet-ups.
which reminds me.
i haven't done the readings yet!!!!
-damn-

i finally understand and truly appreciate the meaning of TGIF

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:48

went to Essential Brew at Holland V on sat. so much fun!!
we went there, had dinner, played cards, talked crap, took photos and made alot of noise!!!
i like the place! nice ambiance. eh i like the photo i took with JY!! hee but i need to get it from cerise 1st.

hee i think we stayed really long there. from few people in the shop till its full house till its gg empty again. haha but its really nice to meet up with them and talk crap!!
played daidee and speed. made so much noise. and think the table is gonna collapse from excessive 'attacks' from us while we were playing speed. haha
recognised 1 of the servers there. from NUS FASS.

hee we made plans to go Holland V Wala Wala after exams and stay out late!
and to go to Hagen Daz for ice cream.
and to go back to Essential Brew for desserts or just drinks! cause we spent quite alot there.
all of us left the shop feeling kinda broke. haha!!!

and i love my bday prezzie!!!!
though it was specified, but i still love it nonetheless!!!
all the more, actually. cause its from all of u!!! hee
thank you!!!!
its really nice!!! i'm so excited about gg school tomorrow. cause i'm gonna bring it to school!!
and, i'm looking forward to wed too. cause i'm getting my MP3 player!! -whee!!-
though its very xin tong to part with the money, but still feeling excited about it.
i seriously got to stop spending so much money. esp since tuitions seems abit slow nowadays.
not getting money and not having tuitions too!!

and i got to start my driving soon too.

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:22

is that how you spell it?
haha went to the bazaar with cerise yday and we went to 'kan shou xiang!'
haha like what cerise said, its very true!!
eh but cerise ah. i realised PS also went for it leh. then her prediction is something is yours. abit similar here and there la. haha was thinking whether he has templates. -lol-
anyway, i think its quite true anyway. got gd things and bad things la.

he said that i've got very strong self-pride and that i will excel in my career.
that i'm a leader blah blah blah.
remember this very vividly. haha he said that i will have fame and money. and that if i don't, its not because he's not accurate. its cause i screw up my life. -hmm- so i must grad hold of the opportunities.
eh and he said that i have no luck, but i have money. -hmm- we shall see if he is accurate
and he said that i am very strong in character. so must try and humble abit, esp in relationship.
but think my marriage not very good -sigh-
anyways, he say i will marry in 25, 29, 31. -haha- but there must be somebody willing to marry me 1st la!!
and he say that i don't like indecisive, slow and stingy men. -nods head nods head-
and that i will have to respect the person i marry. -i think so too- haha
about my career, he said that maybe a finance person, counsellor, therapist etc. but i already have 1 in mind -keeps mouth shut-

well i think the part about my characteristics is quite true. so i think if he's here again you people in NUS can give it a try. don't because you're afraid that you'll hear things that are not good so you don't want to try. take it as an exeperiece lo. if not good then don't take it so seriously la!
i still believe that your life can change depending on your decisions. =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 11:19

i'm bombarded with readings readings readings recently
have ALOT of readings to do. and i have not finished them yet
my brother just came back from Korea on monday night.
and he's flying to Thailand on the coming Monday again.
like my mom says, he takes the plane more than he takes the bus. -agree-
and can you believe it?
he's going to watch Xue Lang Hu!!!!!
i want to go too!!!!! i want to watch it sooo much.
but the tix are so expensive, i couldn't really afford it.
-haiz-

so many things to do on hand.
sat burned. (i sound like a NSF)
meeting Josephine early in the morning, followed by chi proj grp, then going to meet cerise n gang. i won't even have time to be @ home!!!
i have no time for my readings!!!! i'm so busy!!!

but it's nice to FINALLY meet up with PS.
i hope we get to go gym soon.
and i want to go Sentosa.
ya thats what i asked you to ask xiang, irene.
Sentosa trip!! on fri!!!
hmm maybe we can go next week instead! your term break right?

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:46

i've downloaded and completed InuYasha Movie - The Love That Transcends Time!!!!
its nice!!!!!! super touching as usual!!!! but i think the Anime Series better. haha!! there was still alot of fighting and stuff. hee but somehow the characters in the movie seems different from the characters in the anime series.
i mean, the face looks thinner. somehow its just slightly different la!!
but its nice!!!! very touching!!!!
i wonder if i can burn it into the CD/DVD
if i can, then i can lend it to liling!!! haha know she wants to watch too!!
hmm now downloading other stuff.. haha
but i was cheated.
InuYasha did not kiss Kagome in the movie. i was cheated!!!!
but it was still very touching nonetheless.. and very funny too!!! i shall not elaborate how funny it is. i don't want to spoil the fun for others.
oh the movie lasted for ard 100mins. not bad la. hee
nice movie!!!

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:59

having headache now. wanted to study abit but can't. feel really uncomfortable.
wanted to sleep when i reach home just now but i can't get to sleep.
feeling giddy.

went to CF meeting today. played bBalL in the morning before starting the meeting. its fun!!!!
haha its quite interesting actually.
PS didn't come in the end. she had a bad tummyache early in the morning so she can't make it. liling overslept so never come also. told cerise n liling no need come also never mind. know the 2 of you don't feel like coming anyway =) its ok la! as long as you come during sub com meeting can liaoz. => there wasn't anything informative today anyway. more of brain storming for ideas for the event. and since our sub com is undecided at the moment, nth much to brain storm. i did brain storming for pub instead.

anyway, charity fair might be taken out 'cause they're thinking of cancelling the bazaar. so i'm 'homeless' at the time being. alan proposed letting me be in charge of Program (Concert). okie i'm fine with it. i've done concerts before anyway. erm i'm like, always doing concert. HAHA. ok not always. i did concert for Inspection Nite '01.
think it'll be fun. haha!! getting people to come down for performances.
did alot of brain storming also. i can forsee that pub cell will sort our help for pub!!

ok i've a headache. want to rest. feel like eating warm food.

+ [A]nGe| @ 18:49