i just called irene and i'm so sad!!
something happened to her and every1 knows it except me!!!!
and to think i called her to find out what happened.. and she asked me to ask loo/xiang.. maybe its 'cause she's with justin so inconvenient.. but its just the part that every1 knows except me that makes me very sad..
sometimes i feel that living in CCK and not BP makes me very outcast in the group..
yes yes grumbling grumbling.. i gotta grumble less in 2006..

anyway, what i wanted to blog before i called irene is.. that in less than 45mins, 2005 is going to be over.. and i wonder what have i achieved in this past 1 year....

nothing.

yes. nothing.

feel like i have wasted my 1 year and i can't think of anything that i've achieved that makes me proud of myself..
i hate this feeling..

i'm supposed to be happy that 2006 is coming right?
but i'm not.
hoping to see some1, any1, online now so that i have some1 i can chat with
but i don't think so.
every1's out partying.
every1 except me.

i'm so extra, i realised.

right!
my 1st resolution for 2006: to be even more independent.

+ [A]nGe| @ 23:17