went to catch the movie with HY...
sorry to RZ for not being able to watch the show with you.. nvm! we watch underworld tgt ok?! haa...

anyway, what i wana say is..
the show is very bloody!!!
the death scenes are super bloody lo!!
i think the rating should be M18 instead of the current NC16..
'cause even i feel put off with the scenes..
er... caution: not for the faint hearted..
good for couples though.. the guy can enjoy hugging the girl in his arms and comforting her.. provided the guy is not equally frightened with it la!!

er.. as for the movie itself.. ok lor.. haaa...
quote hy: FD1 & FD2 are nicer..
'cause i think FD1 has more of a storeyline.. FD3 is basically just about getting all frightened at eventually how they are going to die... tts all..
the only commendable thing is that they can actually come up with so many ways of dying.. plot was very predictable.. haaa...

ok so i'm just waiting for Underworld: Evolution and Pirates of the Caribbean 2..
yes yes pirates of the caribbean is coming back! not sure when though.. saw the poster @ PS.. it says coming in 2006.. maybe at the end of the year.. =x

anyway, i'm feeling much better already! was really stupid, i think.. haaa...
all thanks to cerise and RZ.. thx ah!! =)

time to study....

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:51

felt like deleting the previous entry.. but oh well... forget it..
was super duper down just now..
having tuition and i felt like crying.. =x like a crybaby...
felt so bad towards my student.. wasn't in the mood to teach @ all..

so... i went to cut my hair!! er.. trim, actually.. layered it so it doesn't look so thick anymore.. now it looks nice! hopefully it stays nice after i wake up tml..

told stupid RZ about me gg out with HY tml.. AND HE SAID HY'S INTERESTED IN ME!! -fumes- tts impossible.. thanks for consoling me though.. hahahaha

told him about everything.. well not exactly everything.. i was halfway through it and suddenly we talked about sth else... haaa as usual la...
and... i'm feeling alot better now!! thanks to him... we always hold on to each other during difficult times.. and i think tts wat makes me really treasure him.. 'cause he's always there for me when i need him.. and he'll always rem me when he's sad (aka when his status changed...)

-whew- felt like a bitch just now.. at least i feel nomal now.. i thought i was gonna turn into a bitch permanently..
you know there are times when you know the things you are doing are wrong?? but u just feel like doing it?? like, morally you know its wrong and you should not do it?? but you went ahead with it anyway.. just feel like ignoring the voice in your head and go ahead and be a bitch!!
anyway, i'm back to normal!!! the voice in the head triumps!!

have no idea when i felt that way..
maybe its the way i was being treated made me feel like i made a wrong decision??? like how i shld've realised things are no longer the same but somehow they just feel the same?!!
situations changed = treatment changed right??? but thats not the case!! and i felt like things are still the same.. and i snapped out of reality and realised i'm really just nobody's child.. (ya i'm my parents' child...)

anyway, really wanna thank RZ for everything he did for me..
thanks loads...
and i shld've asked him along to ben's bday party la!! told him abt him and he said i shld've asked him too!! but come to think of it.. he wouldn't be in the mood to do so anyway.. -oops- so we have agreed!! he will acc me to bday parties if i have no dates!! haaaaa.. i'm blogging it down so that i will remember!!!

really glad that things worked out for me n him.. glad that we're still such good frens and he can confide in me..
i totally agree with this sentence..
unless 2 ex-lovers can come clean with each other about their current lovelifes, their relationship can never be purely friendship..
how true.. if we never came clean with each other, until today we (or @ least I) will still have some feelings for each other.. at least i believe so...
and we even acknowledged the fact that we were a couple b4 today!!! we talked about the date we were tgt and about how he's nicer to his other ex(s) than he is to me!!!! -fumes- we were still young la huh.... ignorant...

but tts not true for the other case...
i guess all in all, i'm just angry that he's over it so soon..
but well.. i should've expected it, right????

yes i'm speaking in riddles again...

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:50

haven't been here in ages and realised alot of things changed..
i mean.. the settings of the place..
tried to look for somethings that used to be there and realised its not there anymore.. oh well.. just as well..

feel very out of place here.. hmmm.. can't possibly let him go hungry right.. =x

1 fren attached, another fren single...
haiz...
the way he broke up reminds me of how we broke up..
yes i'm speaking in riddles.. only i know what i'm trying to say tho.. haaa...

should leave already... =)

+ [A]nGe| @ 14:01

this 2 words can be translated into many meanings..

1) a short break from all the studies
2) some time for those lagging behind in work to catch up
3) date dues for terms papers coming up
4) mid term tests!!!!!

of the 4 meanings, i hate the last most..
sigh... been super lagging behind in my work...
but i tink i might be able to cope this sem.. =)
'cause i will declare S/U for 2 modules!!!
i don't think i can cope with calculus.. advised by maths majors to S/U it.. and drugs too!! i'm kinda lost too.. =x

term break means i will only get to see him next friday... =)
don't ask.......

gotta kip up with the pace and understand what is everything all about!!!

realised that life is very precious and fragile recently.. and that good health is not to be taken for granted.. so people.. please treasure your health.. because if anything happens to you, the ones who will be most broken hearted are your parents...

i love my template...

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:14

spent it alone this year..
after so many years, i'm spending it alone this year!
no presents, no dinners, no celebrations, no flowers..
but i realised that giving is happier than receiving..
that's what i realised this valentine's day.. especially if you're giving it to people whom you really treasure...

oh i love this blogskin.. looks like i'm not gonna change it in the near future too!! hahaha..

a friend's feeling down.. i hope he cheers up soon..
looking at his nick.. i fear something bad had happened to him..
please let him remain blessed and loved~~

so much to study, so much to do..
and here i am, updating!!!!

to cerise: i feel so happy for you after reading your post!! totally agree with what you said.. feel so happy for you, that you are so xing fu~~~ so YX!! if you read this!! carry on being nice to my dear friend over here ok~!! must continue to remain so xing fu ok~~ -smiles-

ok gotta go back to my books..
i'm gonna be so~~ dead for tml's test..

ben's birthday coming..
oh i just realised! anthony's POP's on ben's bday.. if i correctly rem ben's birthdate.. -oops-

+ [A]nGe| @ 21:09

please don't say that my blogksin is pink. to me, its red =)
alright maybe its a little pink. but i wanted a skin that has big spaces and not small like what i had previously..
just feel like changing a skin.. the previous skin don't make me feel like blogging..

anyway,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO LILING!!!
went to her birthday party yesterday.. i still think that birthday parties of JC friends are so much more enjoyable.. and of course, pri sch friends too!! =)
err... i hope i didn't annoy anyone with this statement..
totally enjoyed myself yesterday... sigh.. i really miss my JC friends.. had so much fun laughing yesterday.. was abit quiet though.. was feeling really tired from the travelling and stuff.. so, forgive me if i wasn't much fun ya~~~ i had enjoyed myself =)

this seems abit late, but..
HAPPT 21ST BIRTHDAY BRENNIE!!!
ya her birthday past le, but i'm sure she will forgive me.. her party is fun too!! didn't bring cameras so no pictures.. as for liling's birthday party's pictures, gotta wait for her to send us.. her brother promised to touch up on the pictures for us!! =x

can't stay on any longer... already wasted too much time on the blogskin..

ciao~~

+ [A]nGe| @ 12:46

went to check my email 'cause apparently the guy in my project group sent us a email but i haven't checked.
and there was this email regarding one of my modules.
the 1st thing i was when i opened it was that there is no lecture today and next week (not that it really matters 'cause it's webcasted and i always skip the lec)
but here comes the shock.. there's no lecture 'cause my lecturer is hospitalised due to a fall!!!! oh man!!!!!! so poor thing!!! i wonder how's her injury.. i hope she isn't too badly injured..

right here comes the next question.. why am i online?!!! i'm supposed to be studying ya... =x
i feel like such a goody this sem.. always studying.. but.. still behind every1 else.. -sigh-

i wana change a template.. but i have no time!!!! too much studying to be done la.. dying~~~

wana go shopping this sat!!! no time, no money.. most impt, no date!!! hahahaha

i think edmund is cute =x

lalala~~~~

+ [A]nGe| @ 20:47

got to know 2 new guys in NUS.. hahaha 1 of them is really qiao to share 3 modules with me, which i think is really amazing..
'cause 1 of the modules he share with me is calculus!! its so amazing right?!! ok only i think its amazing... erm.. he's basically cute.. but it would be better if he can get a change of wardrobe.. =)
the other guy is in my japanese class.. pretty nice guy too! very funny... hahaha.. from mechanical engine.. and like me, doesn't understand a single thing in mechanical engine.. hahaha...

so now.. i have 2 new friends!!!! =) -happi-
its nice to know more people right?? hee...

kinda missing a particular person right now.. dun bother asking.. i will not tell.. hahaha

into Hu Ge nowadays... he's cute!! (well... kinda la..)

+ [A]nGe| @ 12:07

its cny again!!! cheers~~~~ simply love love cny..
all the bai nian-ing and visiting and gg ard relative's hse is exciting!!
especially when its the maternal side!! its the time of the year when you go to each other's hse..
and also the time of the year and all the poker cards and mahjong sets start coming alive!!!
well poker cards simply reminds me of my grandpa............

anyway~!! went bai nian-ing at irene, loo and xiang's hse on chu 3!! so cool~!! the 1st time we went around to bai nian.. normally we just gather @ xiang's hse.. this year we go to everyone's hse!! photos not here yet.. so.. no pictures!! hee~~

and anthony went to xiang's hse as well!! hahaha finally can see his botak head!!! ok la it wasn't that bad la... i'm sure he can still pian4 a few girls... wahahahahahaha
was playing cards and gamble a little bit... won abit of money la.. thanks to anthony... hahaha!!!!
and... i kinda wana learn mahjong... not for gambling sake.. for occassion sake.. hee... i know kim is gonna faint when he sees this.. cause i always scold him for playing mahjong.. but thats 'casue he always play big big ma!! hee...
i play small small only.. if can.. dun play money even better!! =x

so girls.. we shall meet up again oki?? hahaha xiang wans to learn too!!! =) we shall all learn tgt!! hahahahah...

and the bai4 nian2 ji4 ended with anthony fetching us home again...
yes yes i know.. again..
thx kor!! =)

suddenly, the bday season is here again!!! 'cause liling's celebration coming!!!
and liling's bday = vday coming too!!!
guess i'm gonna slack @ home this yr lo! no dates!!! hahahaha
anyone wana date me?? =)

kidding kidding ya~~~
ciao~!

+ [A]nGe| @ 22:24